Head over Feet

Jul 16, 2007 19:40

Gonna ramble a bit but update on my life... not like anyone reads this but hey: i don't care.

: )



I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like Im a princess
Im not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

(chorus)
Youve already won me over in spite of me
Dont be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Dont be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldnt help it
Its all your fault

Your love is think and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
Thats not lip service

(repeat chorus)

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

Youre the best listener that Ive ever met
Youre my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

Ive never felt this healthy before
Ive never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

K...'nuff said. <3.

Anyway: time has flown by. I've been working and trying to find a new job, which I think I HAVE, just need to wait for my background check to come back with no felony convictions and then i'm good. So I'm happy about that. More $. More hours. More PEACE. I friggin hate the children's place now... it sucks. And I'm tired of being treated like crap : (

So basically: I'm happy again. :-D My new love makes me so happy... Sometimes i wonder how i keep my feet on the ground... when he looks at me the butterflies i get could carry me away.... i know that sounds corny but shit, i don't care. <3. I was afraid i'd care for him too much... then i realized that there is NO way you can care too much for someone, especially when they care about you back. It's really nice to be in a mutually "cared for" situation, not gonna lie. It's a weird feeling for me, but I quite enjoy it. He makes me so happy. YAY!

I'm thinking about piercing my nose. It was just a passing thought the other day by then i decided i really kinda like the idea. So I'm toying with that at the moment.

Tomorrow's Ronny's birthday. I have yet to shop seeing as how I'm broke... tho I'm going to go to the mall tonight and see what I can't whip up for him. I had a random idea on the way home from work, so I'm gonna see how that plays out with little to no money. : )

So Beth was up last week. Made me SO happy. It was nice having my best friend around again... I missed her so much : ( *SADNESS!!* We had a blast. We went to this Monster Golf place in Groton which is all glow in the dark and black lit mini golf. Super cool. Then I took her Laser tagging for the first time ever, went to Gilette's Castle, Fort Griswold and Sail Fest. She left Saturday, then Ronny like OD'd on caffeine and we went BACK to sailfest for the fireworks. Then it was Sunday...I worked. Got beaten up real bad by the hardware for the store... hah. Marlandy and I had a crap ass day, but then i saw my boy for a bit, got mad and went for a ride, went to Steven's in deep river for a while and chilled with bryanna's crew, then came home to sleep.

Today was the friggin DAY FROM HELL. By the time I left i was enraged and wanted to KILL something. So now im gonna go shopping to cheer myself up (with the money i DONT have) and hope that helps.

Then I'm going to baby's after he gets outta work. : ) YAY!

*I'm gonna make you bend and break (It sends you to me without wait), Say a prayer but let the good times roll, in case God doesn't show.. One night and one more time: thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great.

Been looking forward to the future but my eyesight is going bad. And this crystal ball? It's always cloudy except for when you look into the past...

Thanks for the memories.*

<3 Me!

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