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OOC: For anyone who wants to see the convo see here:
sabakuno kirai: *sits on the chair in front of Gaara's desk* So..what is it you wanted to see me about, brother?
DranzerMSX0: "Ah...Temari, I'd like to see if you would change your opinion on letting me go to konoha?"
sabakuno kirai: ...why would you wanna go?
DranzerMSX0: I want to see some of my friends like Naruto, Ino, Sasuke and Sakura.
sabakuno kirai: ...friends..SAKURA?
sabakuno kirai: SASUKE???
sabakuno kirai: who are you and what have you done with my brother???
sabakuno kirai: Since when are YOU friends with SASUKE??
DranzerMSX0: Sasuke...not exactly friend but companion. Sakura...she was the one who began the awakening of my way of thinking right now...Ino...I'm sure you know about her.
sabakuno kirai: ...And Naruto....ugh..Gaara...
sabakuno kirai: what's wrong with you...
sabakuno kirai: you're...creeping me out
DranzerMSX0: Naruto...he understands my pain. And...how am I creeping you out?
sabakuno kirai: Because you're all...friendly...
sabakuno kirai: and..stuff
DranzerMSX0: i thought you would support the change../
DranzerMSX0: *...?
sabakuno kirai: I do....but...you're like...overly..you know...friendly..and...
DranzerMSX0: Ano..I am trying to be more cheerful. I was lying about Haruno-san.
sabakuno kirai: *smiles* Okay. Well you don't have to try to be all...cheerfull with me or anything you know I love you no matter what.
DranzerMSX0: brb
sabakuno kirai: hb
Auto response from DranzerMSX0: I am away from my computer right now.
DranzerMSX0: back
DranzerMSX0: I know...so can I come with you?
DranzerMSX0: (btw that was ic)
sabakuno kirai: (wb)
DranzerMSX0: (ty)
sabakuno kirai: ...Gaara...I mean you're the kazekage you don't ask my permission...but..why would you want to? I mean...
DranzerMSX0: "I told you...I wish to visit my - no. a more correct answer would be that I want to comfort Ino."
DranzerMSX0: "Do you know what happened to Haruno-san?"
sabakuno kirai: No. Nor do I really care...for that matter
DranzerMSX0: "...she was taken by Orochimaru."
sabakuno kirai: Oh. My condolances. I still don't really care.
sabakuno kirai: Our father was killed by Orochimaru I don't remember them caring for it.
DranzerMSX0: "...I don't believe they know, Temari. But I do believe that Orochimaru does need to die, and if I can't go after him, then I'll help comfort the ones that he has harmed, purposely or not."
sabakuno kirai: They do know, Gaara. The whole WORLD knows. But whatever. Sakura is a big nobody. I don't care whether she lives or dies.
sabakuno kirai: Ninjas, unfortunately, die every day.
sabakuno kirai: That's the world we live in, I shouldn't be telling you all of this.
DranzerMSX0: "...if you can't protect those dear to you, then you are worthless. Do you understand, how I feel, just from that?"
sabakuno kirai: So let me get this straight, Ino is all of the sudden your best friend?
sabakuno kirai: Since when did THIS happen?
sabakuno kirai: Why does everyone freak out over Ino's well being?
sabakuno kirai: Oh my god, Ino's in peril, JESUS lets DROP everything and go comfort her
sabakuno kirai: Why doesn't the whole village of the leaf come to comfort ME when we had to come to our father's funeral, huh?
sabakuno kirai: Oh that's right because they DON"T GIVE A SHIT
DranzerMSX0: *rises up, and walks over to her, giving her a hug*
DranzerMSX0: "...I...I'm confused, Temari. Truly. I care for people now...because I can't stand the thought of living the way i did before. But, I can feel your resent and I...I almost can't resist it."
sabakuno kirai: Yeah. I'm resentful. I'm resentful because everyone seems to be loosing their heads over what happened to Ino.
sabakuno kirai: Because her mother kicked her out of the house, oh my god.
sabakuno kirai: That is the worst tragedy that has ever happened to anyone.
DranzerMSX0: "I...then...then I won't go then. I...I don't want you to be unhappy, sister."
sabakuno kirai: *hugs him close* I'm sorry Gaara.
sabakuno kirai: Of course you can go with me. I'm sorry I'm being such a selfish human being.
DranzerMSX0: "I..understand that you are upset...I want it to stop...but...I want other people's pain to stop...so what should I do?"
DranzerMSX0: (woah...this is so ooc but i can't help it..)
sabakuno kirai: Do what you think you should do, brother.
sabakuno kirai: I'll be happy with whatever you decide.
DranzerMSX0: "I...I want to come with you. If it isn't too much of a trouble."
sabakuno kirai: Gaara....of course it isn't. I love traveling with you
DranzerMSX0: "thank you..."
sabakuno kirai: *smiles* Of course. You're the kage.
I am...confused. But glad. Sort of.
Temari came to my desk after I called for her. I wanted to go to Konoha, to find Ino and find out details on the status of Konoha. Temari, at the mention of Ino, came alert, and became...resentful, as if full of pain. She was so hateful and emotionless that she almost wasn't my sister any more. And I did the only thing I could think of.
I hugged her.
She made no reaction, but I told her I was confused. Confused and I could feel her resent and anger. And she took sarcasm to it...after that, I couldn't take it any more. The pain that attached me to my longing to go; my care for my companion.
I told her that I wouldn't go, for her sake. To see her unhappy made me sad, and she softened up, realizing how much Konoha meant to me, even more after I told her that I understood that she was upset, but my companions were upset, and I didn't know what to do. And she understood and let me choose.
I am preparing for a two-day trip to Konoha. It will be quick.