so

i don't know how to say what i'm feeling without sounding ridiculous
but
things don't mean much until you're around.

um...love makes the world go round? yes. yes it does.

out in the harbor, the ships come in- it's christmastime.
the kids all holler carols 'cross the water, stars that shine.
all that i want. all that i want.

above the rooftops, the full moon dips its golden spoon.
i wait on clip- clops to reply.  why not? i met you.
all that i want. all that i want.

when the night is falling down the sky at midnight
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the piano took up the living room

(i wish i could write this stuff, but i can't anymore. so here is second best.)

"There isn't any me, I'm you.

Don't make up a separate me."

Gray, quiet and tired and mean. Picking at a worried seam. I try to make you mad at me over the phone. Red eyes and fires and signs. I'm taken by a nursery rhyme. I want to make a ray of sunshine and never leave ( Read more... )

sunday, april 17, 2005:
"in heaven, you can listen to the Cars whenever you feel like it, and probably someone could teach you how to breakdance if you want."

thursday, april 14, 2005:
'I Corinthians 7:34-35- “There is a difference between a wife and a virgin. The unmarried woman cares about the things of the Lord, that she may be holy both in body ( Read more... )

"Hell," I said, "I love you enough now. What are you trying to do? Ruin me?"
"Yes. I want to ruin you."
"Good." I said. "That's what I want too."

half of the time we're gone
and we don't know where.

hey, let your honesty
shine, shine, shine.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
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yay trips to asheville.

you came to take us
all things go, all things go
to recreate us
all things grow, all things grow
we had our mindset
all things know, all things know
you had to find it
all things go, all things go

to be young (is to be sad, is to be high.)

how i've missed you lately
and the way we would speak
and all that we wouldn't say

this could be the end of everything  (!!!)

oh, the places you'll go.

un annee sans lumiere. the streetlights all burnt out. la nuit, mes yeux t'eclairent.

seniors. class of '07. that's what i am. i'm a senior. wow.

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"she could panic, or she could just type."

i am double- decker- bus and ten-ton- truck angry.

brooklyn- bridge angry.

underneath- the- floorboards angry.

don't- touch- my- tombstone angry.

plan-a- murder- and- pass- it- off- as- manslaughter angry.

GET OUT OF MY LIFE angry.

"i'm so angry, i don't think it will ever pass."
thank you elliott.