Went to the Nashville ballet today which was wonderful. Ate zebra cakes, also wonderful.

I went to the dentist today. Not half as scary as I thought it would be. They actually cleaned my teeth this time, which makes me feel really good about going, even though now they want to do hundreds of dollars of work on old fillings.

Phyllis and I shared our first day of work together. We met at the Starlight cafe, formerly the Chat N Chew. Phyllis works in Old Hickory, one of the most expensive restaurants at this quite expensive hotel, and I am a banquet server. Phyllis used to be a companion for a blind child. She really loved the boy, but lost the job. I used to work ( Read more... )

Tonight in Nashville,

Keane - The Ryman
Lovedrug - RKTWN
Autumn People - The Five Spot
John Butler Trio- Mercy Lounge

last night. State fair. A dream come true ( Read more... )

I'm training someone new at work. It's very interesting, training someone, feels very influential. It's hard to know how to show and explain things to Sherry. I trained Lynn about a month ago, and at the time I didn't think we were very much alike, but now that I'm training Sherry, I see how Lynn and I think alike in a lot of ways. It's harder ( Read more... )

I was jogging this morning, on the treadmill, and I saw something on the news that reminded me how much I hate certain photographers, on the plus, it made running much easier ( Read more... )

I've gotten so use to the noise, I almost can't think when it stops. It's like the noise makes it ok to think, because no one can hear me. Then it stops and all my thoughts hide, from me. I've got to get out of my head.

Ate Mediterranean today. MMMMMMmmmmm ( Read more... )

When the future is spread before me like a clean, blank page, I never know if I should immediately cram it full or listen to that inner fear of touching it, lest I ruin it before it begins. Someone told me fear is simply a lack of control - is this a fear of control?