goodbye blue sky, goodbye
i think the posts that i will be making, if any, will be picture posts, not allowing comments...as well as updates on how my life is going. this wont happen daily and probably not even weekly.
anyway, onto the update.
read if youre interested. if not, scroll.
-so, ive had my struggles lately. mostly dealt with personally and unknown to those around me.
you'll learn that to open your mouth makes your problems everyone else's as well.
keeping this in mind should help to humble myself.
-school is passing tediously, just passing the days. which really arent very hard, i just long for summer like you wouldnt believe.
-christopher said i should go through proverbs closesly...that it would offer a lot. and so ive begun to read that. im also reading about 4 other books right now. a book called trinity fields, which is really good..and i would reccomend.
-im upset that i cannot attend the show on friday, pedro the lion is playing. and i desperately wanted to go to that. but getting tickets to it is impossible.
-my great aunt died, being the oldest relative i have, about a month ago and her funeral was one where i discovered a lot of things. i learned a lot about my family, that i never knew. and i loved that more then i can describe. i had little knowledge of how far back my family had lived in Livermore. at the cemetery we have so many plots...its ridiculous. the Kelly's, the Grahm's, the Croak's, and the Twohey's...so many generations. i met my fourth cousins, who might i add are the most beautiful two little boys ive ever seen. and up in the altamont hills we have a ranch i never knew about where 2 generations of my family were raised. they discussed having a family reunion and going up there. someone mentioned buying it and the land back. i think that would be amazing.
-i still am in the process of making plans to move out of my house this summer. apartments in Riverside are extremely tempting. and im very serious & positive about this whole moving thing. chris will get to do my laundry and probably feed me most of the time. once again, ANYONE LOOKING TO MOVE IN WITH A FEW ROOMATES AND SPLIT UP A RENT IN SOCAL..LET ME KNOW.
-ive really missed some people. i just talked to tim fraumeni from CYO..it makes me miss camp & barb & moi & chi-town. good lord that place is the most beautiful. i miss janice. i miss chris filley. i miss christopher, but we have ties. sigh.
-this summer i want to go to pinecrest before moving out. my goal is to get my car from my mom to take with me when i move out, and i wonder if she'll make me buy it from her or what..we'll see about that.
-may God help those of you choosing to stay in this town, i just couldnt do it. this town binds me. trapped isnt the right word, but its the first word that comes to mind.
anyway, i hope that all is well...or will become well, in some sense, with the rest of you all.
goodnight.
for the self-will of the simple kills them. proverbs 1:32
thank you christopher, for everything.
anyway, onto the update.
read if youre interested. if not, scroll.
-so, ive had my struggles lately. mostly dealt with personally and unknown to those around me.
you'll learn that to open your mouth makes your problems everyone else's as well.
keeping this in mind should help to humble myself.
-school is passing tediously, just passing the days. which really arent very hard, i just long for summer like you wouldnt believe.
-christopher said i should go through proverbs closesly...that it would offer a lot. and so ive begun to read that. im also reading about 4 other books right now. a book called trinity fields, which is really good..and i would reccomend.
-im upset that i cannot attend the show on friday, pedro the lion is playing. and i desperately wanted to go to that. but getting tickets to it is impossible.
-my great aunt died, being the oldest relative i have, about a month ago and her funeral was one where i discovered a lot of things. i learned a lot about my family, that i never knew. and i loved that more then i can describe. i had little knowledge of how far back my family had lived in Livermore. at the cemetery we have so many plots...its ridiculous. the Kelly's, the Grahm's, the Croak's, and the Twohey's...so many generations. i met my fourth cousins, who might i add are the most beautiful two little boys ive ever seen. and up in the altamont hills we have a ranch i never knew about where 2 generations of my family were raised. they discussed having a family reunion and going up there. someone mentioned buying it and the land back. i think that would be amazing.
-i still am in the process of making plans to move out of my house this summer. apartments in Riverside are extremely tempting. and im very serious & positive about this whole moving thing. chris will get to do my laundry and probably feed me most of the time. once again, ANYONE LOOKING TO MOVE IN WITH A FEW ROOMATES AND SPLIT UP A RENT IN SOCAL..LET ME KNOW.
-ive really missed some people. i just talked to tim fraumeni from CYO..it makes me miss camp & barb & moi & chi-town. good lord that place is the most beautiful. i miss janice. i miss chris filley. i miss christopher, but we have ties. sigh.
-this summer i want to go to pinecrest before moving out. my goal is to get my car from my mom to take with me when i move out, and i wonder if she'll make me buy it from her or what..we'll see about that.
-may God help those of you choosing to stay in this town, i just couldnt do it. this town binds me. trapped isnt the right word, but its the first word that comes to mind.
anyway, i hope that all is well...or will become well, in some sense, with the rest of you all.
goodnight.
for the self-will of the simple kills them. proverbs 1:32
thank you christopher, for everything.