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[sundaymorning8]

So I chickened out and was heading back to Haddad's room, but there were all these freshmen hanging around and i was like, no, not now, not in front of them, because i knew i wouldn't be able to say even one word without crying. And Alyssa, what can i say to make you see how important you are to me? How can i say thank you enough to make it reflect

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[silent_x_wind]

Brigid, I love you SO much. You know that right? Your one of my best friends. What would I do without you my Bridgey-doodle? I'm sorry I wasn't around after school. If I had known you were looking for me I would have skipped softball. And those looks I was giving you all day? That was me trying really hard not to just pull into an empty hall somewhere and make you tell me everything. Because I do worry about you. And I wanted SO bad to call you SO many times this weekend, but I figured you might need some space. I'm glad you talked to Haddad, but you can fill me in that later. You know I'm always here for you, no matter what. And that's not me just saying something because I feel I have to. That's me being COMPLETLY honest. And if you want someone to go talk to Haddad with you Wednesday, I'm there, okay? <333

[sundaymorning8]

wow i pretty much turned my reply to amanda into my journal entry for today, but i'll say it to you. What would I do without YOU? think about it. i love you sammy, and amanda and alysa, and i promise you will get a word for word account of my terrifying encounter if you really want it. God, I love Haddad almost as much as you guys for doing this for me. I'm glad he cares, too.

[x_veritaserum]

I did see you after school with Alyssa but I felt intrusive so I ran the other way. lol.
<3 ya

[sundaymorning8]

Lol. Don't feel intrusive. I actually went to your locker and asked someone where you were but you and sam were gone and i figured you were already at softball and i'd tell you later. And i will, everything, in fact. And tomorrow is going to be a really scary day so I may need supporting smiles encouraging me so i don't just bolt home as soon as the bell rings. I'm so scared, guys, but i need this, right? i have to do it. i have to get better. i have to get help, and haddad would be the one person in the whole school i would go to (teacher, i mean) so I couldn't have asked for better friends or a better teacher to help me through this huge situation. Thank you so Much and I WILL NEED YOU TOMORROW. I have lunch with you so you know, but just knowing you guys care and want this for me helps me to be less scared. But still terrified.

[dizzyupthegirl_]

Brigid, I love you! I feel so, so close to you. We are both really corny but who cares?? I don't even know what to say, but everything you said for me goes right back to you....from me..lol

Let's talk more, okay? You are amazing and beautiful and everything else I said to you earlier.

Loooooove.