it's spring! yes ( Read more... )

i didnt see him today but i kept thinking about it and got major butterflies..

went to crystal bridal and tried on a dress for prom. i love it. it's $310. eek! i hope i can get it...
and get a date. ha!

i want to go bowling.

yes. i have a crush ( Read more... )

i have some real good friends ( Read more... )

i can't stand a rountine life...
...yet when i try to live without it, i don't know what to do

i can't stand how talking to friends has become more of a chore
...than a release

i can't stand how he looks at me like nothing happened...
...doesn't say anything
...doesnt care...
..while i'm here and everything did happen, i want to tell everything, ( Read more... )

telling people my problems has become more of a hassle than a relief.

( ya. )

the play i've been working on directing is performing tomorrow, 7pm, west campus auditorium.... incase anyone is interested. we're first.. so if you are planning on seeing it come on time. todays tech/dress didnt go so well, and i kind of spazzed out on my cast because they still havent memorized theyre lines completely... but i'm sure they'll all ( Read more... )

thanks everyone. for your comments

especially matt. he called me up to see if i was okay and to hang out. he really is one of the coolest guys i know. sorry matt i wiped out right after i wrote that last entry ... and i've been sleeping ever since... i just woke up congrats to you on a wondddderful performance. first place for group interp too ( Read more... )

so contest made state. and i should be happy. we got first fricking place... but intsead i've been bawling my eyes out for the last hour. i've never lied so much in one day. people asked if i was alright and i told them all i was fine... people asked if i was crying and i said no its the cold... four people asked if i needed a ride and i told ( Read more... )

who has been giving me hugs ( Read more... )