something i haven't felt in a long time

[sundaythecrow]

well when it comes to what i think it always seems blunt and very boring, but when i think about that special someone, and where my life is heading i get to the point of pain right above the "S" word i know that it should be out of my head, but with as many tries as i have had it doesn't leave. i'm starting to believe that i'm no good at things

Comments

[jaded_moon]

Hmm, I think I understand that "talk" to which you are refering.

Let me say this to get it out of the way; well, this part at least. That neck thing? I don't do that with you because well, I know. And I've known. For a long time. The problem with that is I do it with friends where I know nothing will happen, that they don't feel in any way attracted to me and thus nothing will happen. I.e: Brenton, Todd, Damon, Mike, Joe (when he was around), etc. Simple toying between friends. And only with guys I've known a while. With you, there's that extra thing there that makes it complicated. That's why I don't. I thought that things were finally out of the way, but I guess not.

Oh, and that "S" thing. Think of that just because of this, and I will beat the shit out of you. Honestly. I will come over and slap you around to knock some sense into you. You need to stop thinking that way right now.

[desertrose_86]

Sweetie, things will improve,do not even mention the "S" word, u just get ur mind far away from that. Happiness is acessable to you, if it's accessable to me then it can happen to anyone.

I love you ^^

[sapphirefatal]

Alex.. if you think about that again.. I will beat you with a spoon. You know we all love you and if something with that 'special someone' doesn't seem to work out... then screw it. That's my outlook on life. As you know. Erm. Yeah. Anywho.. I'm sure someone will come along that is willing to give you the time of day, regardless of if it's now or later. Someone is out there for you.. and the s word is bad. I must beat you if you bring it up again.