update: i guess i didn't make any noises during my sex dream because aaron said he didn't hear anything. so i came clean anyway and then told everyone else about it ( Read more... )

i just took a siesta and had a really inappropriate graphic sex dream about my host mom. i think i might have been like making noises or something too because i woke up and my roommate was putting his shoes on and i asked him where he's going and he said he didn't know. so i said "that was the most fucked up dream i've ever had," and he giggled ( Read more... )

every day i try too hard to wait for the right moment to say just the right thing. the right thing isn't easy so i'm going to start ignoring aaron more often. i'm trying too hard to fit into a role. i explained to a drunken, sobbing katie on friday night that the great thing about being here is that we aren't bound by the roles that we have ( Read more... )

I walked by myself all over downtown Madrid today. It’s a city of extravagant history and legendary nightlife. A place of world-renowned kings and queens, movie stars and reality tv stars, musicians and artists; it’s really so easy to be a nobody here. I strolled into Atocha this afternoon. There was dust in the air. It wasn’t anything ( Read more... )

the days are dwindling now, it's as evident as ever. last weekend was exactly what i needed. on our bon voyage toward our bons voyages, megan suggested the notion that we were a family and it really felt like it. the way i was jumping in the street when i saw her approaching and the way my face lit up after the nerd congregation had fully ( Read more... )

it's been something like six months since i've done what i'm doing right now, but time travelling is always a worthwhile pasttime ( Read more... )

today is my birthday. i expect nothing less than good wishes from all.

- papers - money - presentation - visa - laundry - TACOS - new york city - dishes - packing - moving out - dinner - HPIV - money - madrid - one night stand - spanish - trash - dusting - MINTSHAKES - turkey - bernarda alba - flowers - mla - seymour school - ana en el tropico - zoot suit - PHILLIP JOHN - unplugging - quiz - money - transfer credits ( Read more... )

two separate people called me with wrong numbers today. wrong numbers are such missed opportunities and i hate myself for getting perturbed by them. the person on the other line could be anyone; anyone at all. i don't think enough people realize that ( Read more... )

i have 90 minutes free right now. i haven't had 90 consecutive minutes free in days, weeks even. i have 90 minutes free and the only thing i can do is sit her muttering "i have 90 minutes free" in my quiet, muttery voice.

umm...yeah, i'm going to do homework for next week now.