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[sundripdevil]

lately i've failed to come to terms with my spirituality. which is really hard. my spirituality used to be defined by the church and ritual. I left the church for numerous reasons, but i do not nessecarily think all of it is hogwash. i've only come know to realize that its important for me to define what i think is hogwash and what i think isnt. i

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What do you think you're doing here?

[loonreeklips]

Haven't seen you around this block lately. I'm glad you have succumbed to the ranks. I'm glad you're feeling peaceful too.

[famousactress]

We should take another roadtrip.

[chickenkilleral]

i would say im a spiritualy dead person. honesty, integrity, self-obedience, kindness, charity, honor, generousity. I used to strive to exude these qualities....i feel like the good things i do are just cosmetics, shit that sounds bad. but its true.

I know how you feel. Giving someone a gift is seemingly selfless, but can also be looked at as a selfish act because you may have given them that gift because it made you look good....I don't know if that made sense, but it was an attempt at an example. It was hard to exude those qualitiies back in the god-fearin' days of high school and it is still equally as hard today.