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[sunflower_anne]

Ok, I don't think I will stop writing. I'm not supposed to care what other people think. Why do I care so much what other people think? I shouldn't have emotional breakdowns and cry for hours straight because I think someone is mad at me. And I shouldn't delete my livejournal, either

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get a grip kid

[anonymous]

my god, you are so self indulgent. get a grip already, you are bringing a new soul into the world. you won't have all the answers, but you will be so tired that you will be running on adrenlin and won't care

Re: get a grip kid

[sunflower_anne]

Oh well hello Anonymous person. Thanks so much for choosing to waste your time and mine by littering my comments page with your negative and rude two cents. Honestly, I could have done without your outlook on my pregnancy and my life, and since you don't have the guts to present yourself, you can just crawl back in your little black hole, I don't have time for you. Thanks but no thanks. I don't need a strangers negativity in my life.

[rains_arms]

My dear nothing I can say will really make you feel much better. I've never been a mommy to be so I really don't know what you are going through, but I do know that you are a strong woman with a powerful energy and you can get through this. David loves you, your baby loves you, and your mom loves you. I love you to although there isn't much I can do from here.
Anyhow...
Keep in mind that pregnancy throws your hormones all out of whack and that may be the cause of your sadness. If I were in your shoes I would hit up a few VERY good resources that you have on hand... mother, grandmother, aunts, friends, anyone who has had children. Odds are they will be an invulable resource.

[sunflower_anne]

I know sweetie, and thank you for reminding me even more. I'm trying to remember how strong I can possibly be, and have to be, for myself and for David and for this beatiful creation inside of me. It's hard when everything feels like it's crashing down on me, but I'm not going to let it keep happening. At least I'm working on stopping it before it gets worse.

I have definitely read a ton of information on pregnancy hormones and asked many women who would know, and they all agree that some crazy things can definitely happen. I guess this is normal for someone with history of depression and anxiety. Everything I have dealt with in my life already is just super intensified right now, and trust me when I say that it is extremely overwhelming!! I will make it, though. I'm not about to give up. :)

[bbwoman2000]

Hey love sorry I havent kept up with LJ like I should but CONGRATS Mommy!! You will make the perfect mom!!! I remember hanging with you and you were mommy around us and I always thought youd be a good mommy person. And you have to remember a person who suffers depression when faced with stress and raises in horomones will wig out. Its not you sweetie just those crazy chemicals!! And once you see those little toes and a sqirmy pink bundle of joy you will be happy for the first true time in your life. Remember you just created the most beautiful peice of artwork ever created. And our parents are never perfect so dont worry! Every parent has messed up more then once and you will to its life. Remember in your soul that you are a beautiful, loving, careing, and amazing person

[sunflower_anne]

Oh Robin, I love you! Everytime you reply to my livejournal, you make me feel so powerful! For someone with such low self esteem, that is really saying a lot. I just tear up because I know you really mean it. I see myself in you, that's how I know.

Girl, my life has been SO crazy lately. I completely understand. We love you, too! You are more than welcome to come hang out with us anytime you like. I have been trying to invite you over forever! Look back on your livejournal comments, I'm there saying "Robin I MISS YOU! Please come be my friend!". I still have your phone number I think, I'm gonna give you a call, okay? We NEED to hang out. It would be good for the both of us, I think. *hugs* We love you, too, and I will tell Daddy David about your congrats. :)

[anonymous]

if you choose to strip naked in front of the world and put your innermost feelings on the internet, you better expect some "negative" feedback. actually, i was being kind and i didn't really say what i was really thinking. i'll pray for your child, he/she is gonna need it.

[rains_arms]

Dear Sir or Madam:

I think that putting your feelings down in any journal of some sort is a wonderful thing. What I think is crap is having the nerve to say something derogatory and hide behind an anonymous face. Its cowardly.

Grow up.