*sigh*

[sunflowerchik7]

my livejournal does this "automatic restore" of my previous draft sometimes, and when I opened up a new post, it definately had saved my last live journal post.....and of course I read it and start crying.

I can't handle my life right now.  Jonathon has hurt me so badly that I don't know how to fix myself.  I realized this morning that I have never

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[dmbkt]

Ohhh Lizzy...I'm torn on this one. The protective friend side of me says "Don't ever talk to him again!" The other side, though, has been in a similar situation, adn I get waht you're saying. Forgiving him will not only allow him to be in your life, but it will bring peace to your heart and mind. It's a tough call, my friend.

I know we don't talk SUPER often, but I definitely care about you a lot, so if you wanted to get together and talk it out, I'd definitely be willing.

Love you, Lizzy.

[sunflowerchik7]

thanks :) much appreciated. it's hard to talk about this stuff b/c I usually assume that nobody understands and default to keeping it in.

[writerbia37]

ey--

heart break is never easy...but you will move on.

give your heart at least a month...then you will be ok...
make sure you get closure though. that will make everything easier.

dont put all the blame on him...sounds like your "best" friend fucked up as well..

you know where i reside...stop by with you want to vent some more.