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Thank God for Leona.
and for friends ready with a bandaid.

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he.is.so.awesome.

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because reality is just so much paler than what i thought it would all be.

When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it the less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here and then

You disappear

-Beyonce.

i will change.

just had a wave of self-loathing last night.
ugh, am 21, but sometimes think like a 13-yr-old. grow up, grow up!

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the exams are a-coming!
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"'Things usually work out in the end.'
'What if they don't?'
'That just means you haven't come to the end yet.'"

-- The Glass Castle, Jeannette Walls

i am so full of contradictions.
i think.
i need some guidance.

ugh. the only reason i'm being so vague is because i.am.ashamed.at.myself.

i pray i can be better, i really do.