Title: Can I have this dance?
Pairing: Eunhae
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Donghae and Eunhyuk are dancing at SM's studio. Just two of them. And then something happens between them...
A/N: This was my first fic EVER and it's about my OTP (one of them....!) I hope you guys (GIRLS?) like it^^
Donghae was sitting on the living room's floor, cleaning his dance shoes. Eunhyuk watched him from their room. He watched how carefully Donghae cleaned them from the inside and outside, so that they looked like brand new.
They had and will always be best mates and they had known for so long that they knew almost everything from the other. And yes, almost. What Donghae didn't know about Eunhyuk was something he could never understand.
When they got to know each other in Super Junior, they got very close friends. But to Eunhyuk it just wasn't enough... He wanted more...
Suddenly the brunette was standing in front of him smiling brightly. "Shall we go now?" At first Eunhyuk didn't realize what was he talking about but then he remembered how he had promised to Donghae to go to the dance studio to practice their choreographies.
"Y-yes. Let's get going!" Donghae smiled that gorgeous smile he had. It was like sweet poison to Eunhyuk which made him unable to move but somehow he got up from his bed and went to look for his clothes.
"C'mon! You know I can't stand to wait!" Donghae yelled from the door. Quickly Eunhyuk grabbed his black trouser and one sleeveless shirt and ran to his hotheaded friend who had already put on his jacket and shoes.
~~~
The way to SM's dance studio didn't take long. Actually it was just couple blocks from their apartment so they were quickly there. They both knew the studio at least as well as their own pockets. From Super Junior's members they two were the ones who spend most of their time dancing.
They both walked straight to the men's dressing room to get changed. Eunhyuk hated the dressing room. He was so embarrassed to be there with the taller male who had perfect body unlike his. And that was why he usually changed his clothes after others had already gone to the ballroom. But now when there was just two of them, he couldn't do anything else than get changed as fast as it was possible.
He threw away his t-shirt. And of course it dropped to the floor. When he turned around to pick it up he hit his head to something hard. He dropped himself to the floor while taking hold of his forehead. And so did Donghae. A huge laugh escaped from Donghae's lips when he saw Eunhyuk's face turning red when he realized that Donghae had no shirt on. His abs are absolutely stunning!
"I'm sorry, sunbae!" Donghae mumbled while trying to get hold of himself and gave the shirt back to Eunhyuk.
Damn, he's been working hard for his body.
~~~
After two hours of hard practicing they found themselves laying on the floor sweaty and gasping, staring at the empty ceiling. They didn't say anything until Donghae sighed, got up and looked down straight into Eunhyuk's brown eyes.
"Eunhyuk... I'm... I'm worried about you." He paused and just looked at Eunhyuk. "When was the last time you looked yourself from the mirror?"
Eunhyuk was totally surprised. He is worried about me? But... What? Why?
"What? I'm fine..." He was stopped by the raised eyebrow and Donghae's unsure glance. "You haven't slept well. I can tell it by your face." That was when Eunhyuk turned his head to see himself from the mirror - dark rings encircled his eyes and he looked like he hadn't slept at all for a week.
"I often wake up at nights when you are muttering something. Or then you are just screaming. I've been wondering how no one else had heard that...And your dance isn't itself anymore. It just hasn't been like before. Is there something you want to talk about?"
Deep silence fell between them. Eunhyuk didn't know what to say. He hadn't realized how badly he had been sleeping lately. And hell yeah, he knew why but that was something he would never talk about with Donghae.
"You know... I'll help you to relax!" Eunhyuk was even more confused. What. Is. He. Talking. About?!
"Stay still. I'll be back right away." He gave Eunhyuk a big smile so that Eunhyuk could see all his white teeth and ran out to the hall. After half minute he came back holding a silky scarf on his hands.
WHAT?! Eunhyuk was going to protest but he wasn't quickly enough. "Just lay down and close your eyes." Donghae said while switching off the lights. His voice was like music to Eunhyuk's ears and he did what he was told to even if he didn't want to.
The scarf touched lightly his face. He felt how the little, warm blowing came right after it. The studio was quiet. He could hear how Donghae kneeled beside him still moving the scarf gently over his body. He was going to say something but when he was planning to open his mouth, Donghae hissed to silence him. He almost fell asleep.
The younger male touched his cheek. The soft and warm finger moved down to his lips where it stopped for a while until it kept going all the way down to his neck and collarbone. Eunhyuk's heart started to beat like crazy. It felt like it was trying to get out from his chest! But the only thing he could think was Donghae and the warm touch on his pale skin.
Donghae couldn't help it anymore. He leaned over the older male laying on the floor. Their lips touched lightly, gently. At first Eunhyuk did realize what was happening. He felt Donghae's soft and gentle lips against his owns, a bit dry ones. The kiss was soft, loving and warm, just like Donghae himself, thought Eunhyuk.
WAIT! DID HE JUST KISS ME?! He opened his eyes when Donghae stopped as suddenly as he had started. Eunhyuk had never seen Donghae looking so embarrassed as he looked now when he was going to get up and trying to find words to say. "I-I'm sorry... I... I..."
Eunhyuk didn't want to hear any apologies. He grabbed Donghae's wrist to stop him, to keep the younger male close to him. It was all he wanted, just be close to Donghae.
"Don't... Just don't be sorry." He hoped Donghae would understand what he was trying to say and what he wanted right now. For a while Donghae didn't do anything. He didn't even look at Eunhyuk who was still laying on the floor, almost begging him to stay.
Carefully Eunhyuk pulled confused Donghae closer. He loved Donghae's breath on his skin, the light mixed smell of his sweat and perfume, and the hesitating look in younger male's eyes.
"But I..." He started but Eunhyuk didn't want to hear it at all. The only way to silence the younger male was to kiss him. This time Eunhyuk was much more confident. He loved the sigh what escaped from Donghae's mouth when he played with his tongue, teasing Donghae's lips to open a bit.
"Don't be sorry." Eunhyuk whispered into Donghae's ear. "There is no reason for that."
He got up and left Donghae to sit alone in the middle of the dance floor. His mind was spinning round and round and he was in need of a long shower.
~~~
"You know... I don't know what to say..." Donghae said. They were sitting on the floor of the dressing room, only towels on their hips, leaning to the wall.
Eunhyuk turned his head to Donghae's direction. "Does anyone know...You know." He asked. He was already scared of what other members would say or think of them together. Like together-together.
"What? That I like you?" Donghae grinned when Eunhyuk just nodded and waited the answer.
"Yes. Heechul-hyung knows. But no one else doesn't." It was like a punch straight to Eunhyuk's stomach. Donghae stayed calm while he was going to sink trough the floor.
"Heechul-hyung?!"
"Yes... I talked with him about my crush on you." Donghae said without looking at Eunhyuk who was staring him with his mouth all open. How can he be so calm? HE HAS TOLD ABOUT HIS CRUSH TO HEECHUL-HYUNG! His crush on... me...
"It was just because he has experience." Donghae laughed and finally looked at Eunhyuk. "You know. He had kissed like all of us for our fans et cetera."
Eunhyuk was shocked. If Heechul knows, it's only matter of time when everyone hears about this! He turned his head away. He didn't want to show his panic to Donghae who was so calm and confident. What will they say when they find out? What if they don't accept it? What if...
"Hey... Come here." Donghae said and opened his arms to Eunhyuk. He had seen Eunhyuk's distressed expression and was sorry that it was he who had caused it.
Donghae didn't have to say it for the second time. Eunhyuk huddled against Donghae's pale chest while the brunette hugged him gently.
"Don't worry. Hyung will not expose our little secret. I know that and just because I know something he doesn't want to share to everybody..."
The words Donghae said were like medicine to Eunhyuk. He wasn't even worried anymore. All he could think was Donghae's warm and pale skin against his own. He just wanted to be like that, close to Donghae, doing nothing. He could smell Donghae's light scent. It reminded him from warm summer evenings on the beach with that tall brunette he was leaning on, when he had realized for the first time how gorgeous the male was and how badly he wanted to be with him.
Donghae pressed his lips lightly on Eunhyuk's forehead.
"Why are you so scared?" He whispered into the older male's ear with his husky voice. The voice made chills go down on Eunhyuk's back, like someone had put ice cubes on his neck. He loved the way Donghae spoke. The voice he used was so sexy that he could barely stand it.
"I... I'm not sure actually... I'm just scared of that what would the others think if they knew about..."
"You will never know if you don't tell them."
But I don't even want to know!
"You would like to tell them, don't you?" Eunhyuk said and tried to keep his voice even but failed. He looked straight into Donghae's beautiful, brown, wordless eyes until Donghae hemmed and smiled.
"Yes. I wanted to tell them, but I won't do that 'cause you don't want to. I'm not going to force you to tell them, but sooner or later they will find it out."
Eunhyuk said nothing. He is right.
He reached out to Donghae and kissed him softly. Donghae quickly responded and kissed him back. The kiss was full of love, passion, affection and caring. A sigh escaped between Eunhyuk's lips when Donghae played with his tongue almost forcing Eunhyuk to open his lips a bit. He moved away from Eunhyuk's lips letting the older male to take a breath and moved down to Eunhyuk's neck. Eunhyuk was shivering because of Donghae's passion in his kisses.
Gently Donghae forced Eunhyuk under him, pressing the smaller male to the floor still kissing his neck, licking and sucking his skin.
Is he doing A HICKEY to me?!
The taught was swept away as soon as it had hit into Eunhyuk's mind when he felt Donghae's soft lips back against his owns. Donghae bit Eunhyuk's bottom lip before he pressed his forehead against the gasping Eunhyuk's. A satisfied sigh came from both of them and a silence landed to the dressing room.
~~~
It was already dark when they left the studio. All the way back home they walked hand-in-hand gathering suspicious looks from people around them. Every time someone looked at them with what-are-you-doing or two-guys-walking-hand-in-hand look Eunhyuk was going to take his hand of but Donghae didn't let him do that.
"Just don't pay attention." Donghae said, smiled and kept on going. Wait!
"Are you going to walk all the way home like this? What if someone sees us?!"
"Why not?" Donghae stopped and looked down to Eunhyuk. "Didn't we agree to tell them?"
"But... I think I'm not ready yet."
They were almost there. Only fifty meters left and if someone would be in their kitchen's window, he would see them walking hand-in-hand.
"But Donghae... I really am not ready to tell them..." Eunhyuk tried hard to protest, but Donghae acted like he hadn't heard what the smaller male was saying.
He turned the key in the lock and opened the door. He actually pushed Eunhyuk in, still keeping hold of his hand. Without taking their shoes off Donghae literally dragged Eunhyuk to the living room, where others were watching TV.
"Heechul-hyung, you have no secrets anymore, so go ahead and tell them. Eunhyuk can't do it or he doesn’t want to do it OR he is just shy and I know you itch to tell them." Donghae said, winked to his hyung who didn't get it at first, but then his face turned so wild that Eunhyuk had never seen him like that before.
"But you'll still keep mine, right?!" Heechul asked. Eunhyuk had no idea why he sound so worried but then Donghae responded.
"Hell yeah. That is something I will never say to anyone. It would be a shock to them!"
Donghae laughed turned around on his heels and pulled Eunhyuk into their room.
"See, it wasn't so bad." Donghae laughed. Eunhyuk was furious and playfully he pushed Donghae onto his bed, took a pillow from his own and started to beat Donghae up with it. Donghae takes his own pillow and the pillow fight starts.