And i look at him and i say dam i wish my life life was like that hes got it all but who am i to say that i have read the writing on the wall and i know how his insides toil I try to help yet every attempt is a faliure.  He looks alone abandoned by the world and i reach  out to help him up yet his shield of fear and dobut blocks all of the out and ( Read more... )

When can friends become more than that and develop into a meaningfull realtionship.
Why do we fear asking for more in fear of losing a friendship?
if they are really are friends shouldn't it not matter wat we do?
or perhaps it is the feeling of akwardness that develops afterwards.
We become cowards in the presence of akwardness and we begin to pull ( Read more... )

Wow this was deff the crappiest weekend ever my baby for helth didn't shut up the first nite or anytime after that then i got sick with strep throat yay!!!! and to top it all of my dad came home drunk with all of his friends ( also drunk)

Words can never be said yet there is just that feeling thats incredible just a few laughs made over a little  with binoculars or a crappy tim horton's guy who can't get an order right.  and then pulling out of Tim Horton's the wrong way totally breaking the law. Tom Petty and bad 80's songs are the best music in the world!!  And maybe if u didn't ( Read more... )

So about a year ago i was having the best tiem of my life and it kinda flip floped so this is what i came up with i think ( Read more... )

     The worn pieces of rubber and suede slip comfortably over his barren feet.  he pulls a thin jacket around his body and a black wool cap onto his head.  He turns up his collar to help break the foreboding wind he is bound to face.

Silently he steps into the cool night air and suddenly the wind grips his body.  Its icy fingers gripping ( Read more... )

Then room has slowed down and the blackness has lifted.  As a new morning aproaches a smell of stale drink looms in the air thoughts of the night still dwell on every corpse.  One stirs and tries to stand up but quickley gravity pulls him back down.  He lays there looking up at the cieling.  The festivities are over and many have gone home yet a ( Read more... )

Yea im posting to my LJ in school im jsut that cool. anyways i felt it was necessary even if it has no meaning.

So withing the past 2 hours of school ive been asked by 2 teachers and 4 students if im feeling alright and i really don't know what to say anymore.  I woke up and im like this is gonna be a really long day i think.  And im ( Read more... )

She has it all and shes out of you leauge,  Yet you throw yourself at her feet just so she can step on you even if it breaks your ribs.  But no matter what you do you can't catch er eye.  You can't even get her 2 bat an eyelash near you.  You do it all and you konw its not worth it because this should be a compromise.  One mistake you make dosen't ( Read more... )

How many times must he fall before he relaizes its not worth it? how many s will he chase before he realizes its worthless?  He dosn't know why but he keeps coming back for more.  But he does he konws he can't have her he knows another guys got her but he can't forget her shes in his head.  Its the basics of life he knows what he wants but he ( Read more... )