Friends, lovers, or nothing
There can only be one

You whisper "Come on over"
Cause your two drinks in
But in the morning I will say
Good-bye again

We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends

You and I could write a bad romance.

So I found out somethings that make me nervous. Now that I know something, I want to know all of it. But that's the thing about trust, right? It's not easy, and it makes you vulnerable. However, it would do me no good to act like a detective and investigate things further. No one would tell me anyway; they're not my friends, so their loyalty doesn' ( Read more... )

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one of these day i want to be standing on top of a hill on a cloudless night, holding your hand, looking up at the night sky and seeing a beautiful specticle of fairy dust, stars, comets, and meteors light up the sky.

Last night I went to see a show performed by the number one drama school in the country. CMU Drama, that's right; it's that good. The show was great. A musical. How to Succeed in Business without Really trying. I picked it because I figured Jon would like it. He did. However, the second to last dance turned me off. One of the girls was so skinny. ( Read more... )

It's a little ironic that I have nothing to write about when I'm actually in a good mood. It's during moments like this when I tend to resort to writing about my day. Boring.

Actually I do have one thing to complain about. Why can't I ever drink on a weeknight? Why it that I can be out at a bar singing kareoke and drinking long islands or my ( Read more... )

I wish to be more like Elizabeth Bennet. Out of all the heroines in novels I've read, I've fallen in love with her. She's such a powerful woman of her time. Strong, independence, intelligent, opinionated, and not scared of anyone or anything. Outdoors-y, an avid reader, charming, and above all whitty. She didn't let her lack of fortune hinder her ( Read more... )

This has been a terrible semester. I have so much work and too little time to do it. I've been unhappy for most of my time here. I talked to Jon about it about two-ish weeks ago. I think that talk made a world of difference. I just wanted some moral support because I feel all alone in this crazy amount of work. I know we each have things we're ( Read more... )

it's pretty evident by these last entries that i'm not happy these days anymore.  and when i am, it's short lived.
but why? why can't i be happy?

plus i'm just an after thought.

Tears stream down on your face.
could it be worse?

yes, it most likely can.

maybe this next semester i can find some happiness in my world through traveling. i just hope i don't ( Read more... )

You know what, if it's one thing I hate is when people you care about don't ask how you're doing. I don't mean the average friend or aquiantance, I mean people who are important in your life. I ask them how they're doing, how their day was of course, and I genuinely care. However, it would be nice for you to return the favor after I just heard you ( Read more... )