surprisingly, i'm not scared. i realize i'm falling hard for you, but i'm not scared, because i know you'll catch me.

(its crazy that its only been 2 weeks)

HOLY SHIT! what an awesome fucking weekend! it was incredible ( Read more... )

goddammit. first i'm scared as shit to play these games again. so i get over myself and go for what i want and end up having a great time. and fucking now, i'm scared that i'm getting too clingy. i'm scared that i'm gonna end up pushing away what i really want now. i feel like shit that this had to start when i was kinda depressed and all you've ( Read more... )

what an incredible weekend! holy crap ( Read more... )

THIS YEAR'S WINNER: John Pernicky and his friend, Sal Hawkins, of the great state of Washington , decided to attend a local Metallica concert at the George Washington amphitheater. Having no tickets (but having had 18 beers between them), they thought it would be easy to "hop" over the nine foot fence and sneak into the show. They pulled ( Read more... )

wow, what an incredible weekend. great fun at parties, great nights after the parties, and just overall awesomeness. ::sigh:: anywho, life is going really well currently. well aside from the paper thats due tomorrow, and the exam on wednesday, and the lab report wednesday. AND ONLY 4 DAYS UNTIL THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS CONCERT!!! OMG, i'm soooooo ( Read more... )

well, things are definitely looking up. ::smiles:: hehe. but yeah ( Read more... )

never in my life have i ever had an exam that hurt as bad as the one i just took. never have i walked out of the exam knowing that i did horribly. and never have i felt this shitty about it because i know that its entirely my fault. i just wish that i was stronger, and was able to push myself farther and do what i needed to fucking to do study for ( Read more... )

on the brighter side, i'm getting my inspiration back, maybe i'll be able to write again. we'll see ( Read more... )

here i sit, its thursday, i'm going to florida tomorrow with heather. should be a good time. i know that i should be more excited, i should be more excited about everything, i should be excited to live. i read journal posts about a 3 year anniversary of a death, and a recent death that rocked people, and i feel like shit. i sit here and take ( Read more... )