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I'm excited about moving back to Jacksonville! 5 more days! I am marching Southerners again, hopefully things will go good with that considering some things...
Soo things have been going good lately with the whole "dating" thing... But now they're going down hill...maybe? I don't even know. But i do know they aren't going. So yeah I;m not going to be vauge or anything...ha... k.. I like Frank.. a lot...which I know I shouldn't let my self like him as much as i do, because of the HUGE risk of getting hurt... which seems to be a trend with me since starting college. I've yet to find a decent guy.We'll see.. anyways... I like him right and we're "talking" as you kids like to call it. whenever he decides to ask me out I'll say yes, but I rather that be sooner then later. I don't wanna get too attached and then down the line him be like "oh by the way, there's another girl I rather date then you" Which would so happen to me...again... I went to Jacksonville on Friday for his birthday and hung out with him and all and even went to his sisters house and all that, and I stayed at his house that night, so I thought things were going in a good direction....well after that I don't talk to him for two days and when I called last night I talked to his mom for about 10 minutes because he was sleeping and he said he'd call me back later, but he didn't call until about 1 am... we talked for a while, but some of the things he said kinda got me thinking, I mean maybe I'm thinking more into this, but ya know I don't want to invest soo much time into this and then it go nowhere... but he said something about him being scared of a relationship because of what his last serious girlfriend did to him, that it takes a while to trust someone, and to not be offended if it takes him a while to ask me out... I don't know how to take those things...but whatever....its not going to be the end of the world if we don't end up dating...I guess we'll just see..
Soo things have been going good lately with the whole "dating" thing... But now they're going down hill...maybe? I don't even know. But i do know they aren't going. So yeah I;m not going to be vauge or anything...ha... k.. I like Frank.. a lot...which I know I shouldn't let my self like him as much as i do, because of the HUGE risk of getting hurt... which seems to be a trend with me since starting college. I've yet to find a decent guy.We'll see.. anyways... I like him right and we're "talking" as you kids like to call it. whenever he decides to ask me out I'll say yes, but I rather that be sooner then later. I don't wanna get too attached and then down the line him be like "oh by the way, there's another girl I rather date then you" Which would so happen to me...again... I went to Jacksonville on Friday for his birthday and hung out with him and all and even went to his sisters house and all that, and I stayed at his house that night, so I thought things were going in a good direction....well after that I don't talk to him for two days and when I called last night I talked to his mom for about 10 minutes because he was sleeping and he said he'd call me back later, but he didn't call until about 1 am... we talked for a while, but some of the things he said kinda got me thinking, I mean maybe I'm thinking more into this, but ya know I don't want to invest soo much time into this and then it go nowhere... but he said something about him being scared of a relationship because of what his last serious girlfriend did to him, that it takes a while to trust someone, and to not be offended if it takes him a while to ask me out... I don't know how to take those things...but whatever....its not going to be the end of the world if we don't end up dating...I guess we'll just see..