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[sunkist_leo]

You want me to hurt? i am now stop. tell your friend to step off my ass too. if i wanted her input i would have asked for it. your not telling anyone what i fucking said your just making me out to be the bad guy. as far as im concerned im done. i dont need this shit. block me all you want make sure i cant read your journal do whatever im seriously

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[brokeninsilence]

no, i don't want you to hurt. i just want you to realize what you did. and as easy as that would be to just improve the whole situation.. you just can't seem to do that.
i never said that you needed me. and i also never said that because someone else walked into my life that you weren't needed. you brought that one on yourself. because it's obvious you can't handle someone being in my life that i just might have the ability to love. my love doesn't run out. i hold enough of it to spread around but not to people who hurt me. then you get to see the opposite emotion.
while your sitting over there doing whatever and going through your hurt and pissed off stages.. what do you think im doing? i'd like to say fucking myself to make you happy, but that isn't the case.
i don't want you to fight for me.
i just want you to admit you're wrong. and maybe an apology.

[sunkist_leo]

you tell me what i said that was so mean? or is it that i was just present when shit was being talked? alright im SORRY for being there! but i didnt say anything mean i laughed (lol) one time when kaci said i wouldnt know what westbank was cause of the conversation you and i had about it. i didnt agree with her when she was saying some stuff but i didnt act like i did either. i went on to my next question. as far as me not being able to handle someone in your life that you can possibly love you know thats bullshit. you have just never shut me out like you have lately. SORRY for being jealous this time. but im not jealous because you are happy. im jealous that she is taking all my time away from you. and for that im SORRY for thinking it actually matters to you.

[brokeninsilence]

i didn't "shut you out"
you were busy and so was i.
i tried calling you. i told you how to get in touch with me. i told you I HAVE her phone. but you just don't seem to get that 'cause you'd rather have this shit go on then to JUST CALL THE FUCKING PHONE!

[sunkist_leo]

i told you im not calling her phone. remember the pants thing? im not getting shit started between you too. excuse me for trying to respect her.you have her phone all the time? you had the phone that one night? and no i dont want this shit to go on, but it will untill you stop being so fucking pig headed and mean for no fucking reason. how do i know she wont get upset with you. people say all the time they dont get jealous of others or it wont piss them off and it does. Tim for instance is so jealous that we talk he can barely stand it, and look at all the times he throws a fit. you know my number and you know my work number its a lot easier and less complicating for you to call me from her phone that way i dont get caught up in the bullshit and i dont have to be blamed for breaking shit up.
btw thanks for the new icons you made just for me. im thinking this response ill get a new one. maybe you could find one of someone having a pity party. or a cry baby you know how to hurt me the worst im sure youll come up with something clever