Comments | sunmissa: half of the time we're gone, but we don't know where

sunmissa

half of the time we're gone, but we don't know where

Mar 07, 2005 13:33

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maygenn_kolbern March 8 2005, 15:16:12 UTC

i think you a brilliant, and knowing you, or at least seeing you how i see you, you'll have a fabulous life, and you'll actually 'live.' infact you're probably already living and you just don't know it yet. I know how you feel though, i feel like life hasn't started yet for the most part, and this time last year on my year off i was getting wicked restless... hell i'm still wicked restless. you're already one of the most facinating (sp?) people i know though, you're so interesting and funny... and you don't take shit out on people, i admire that. tehe there's a million other good things to say about you too of course, i just don't want to sound like a stalker tehehe. and when it comes to jumping in the lake... meh, follow your heart, but listen to your head too... so conflicting, but just do what you gotta do. LIVE! EXPERIENCE, TAKE CHANCES! HAVE FUN!
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risks and patterns veronica4883 March 10 2005, 16:43:29 UTC

Hey sis- Thank you sooooo much foryour post the other day about being there for me and being concerned. I think what you've just said in this entry is very profound, and gets at the heart of what both (and most people I think) are struggling with. You see what I do, and see the ways in which I hurt myself, and think it sad and ridiculous sometimes. Yet, you know you (and everyone) is kind of in the same boat, each in their own way. For example, I look at you, with your fear of jumping in the lake, and say "WHY can't she just take the risk?? It's not that hard, and not that bad". But I can't fully understand how hard it is for you, just like you can't for me. I am just as stuck in my own ways as you are. I am generally happy with who I am, yet I realize from time to time that I am abusing myself, and I long to change. But in a way I don't want to, either. I think all we can do is reflect on ourselves, who we want to be, and how we can push ourselves out of a pattern. Take risks, little sis! But don't lose who you are, because your ( ... )