ive dug a deep dark hole and suddenly realize that im falling ( Read more... )

we're not supposed to, but we did anyway ( Read more... )

Hwasun ( Read more... )

i am nothing that i wanted to be. i am not me. i am not who i should have become by now ( Read more... )

i want to move out and not be bothered with the toils of life. hahahahaha ( Read more... )

so i was just attempting to sleep when i realized a) i still had my contacts in and b) i cant sleep. i also then realized that this was because of the fact that i just drank a double shot of starbucks whatever that shit is that comes in the can. i realized this, of course, while sitting on the the toilet taking a piss and taking my contacts out at ( Read more... )

ive just realized something extremely disappointing ( Read more... )

how much should i be willing to give before getting anything back?

up for grabs;

i feel like yelling.
i want to scream and slap you
and make you wake up
and realize.

if this is what you want,
take it.
or just walk away.

on account of my not showing up for work when i should. and not calling. and not caring. its not really that i dont care. as with many areas of my life, i feel unmotivated. i dont know if its because im tired of working there of if im tired of work of im just straight up tired. maybe its everything. all of these things and more. i have a story for ( Read more... )