how stupid is not updating...um yeah. wayyy stupid. myspace took all our time away. sheesh. ill be 17 in 6 days...i wish it was actually something to be somewhat excited about. im never a downer on things. but lately its all i do...in the quiet of my thoughts and the blank stares of my dull, glazed over eyes, nothing seems right. i just despise ( Read more... )

if i have to stay in michigan for christmas, there better be some fricken snow on the ground. i do not wish to peer at puddles of mud or water on christmas morning. i want to look at snowflakes. i want to lick them out of the air with my very pink tongue. i want to put snow down someone's back and run around and play football like a pro. i should ( Read more... )

3 months till my birthday. i ate so much today...i made JV-and i am having battling emotions about it. on one part, i am truly heartbroken. well actually- thats mostly how i feel. the optimistic, good side of me sees an opportunity that looks like a glass thats half full. come on brain, make urself feel that one more. cast all other negativity ( Read more... )

ive been worried...i still am.hopefully soon, i will be free of such nonsense...my mom has cancer in her foot. that scares me a bit. the football team lost. but i love them so much that i cant help but smile thinking about them. i want to do this leadership conference thing. in fact, i will do it. endoFstory. is it bad to miss monty when i seee him ( Read more... )

Tis mildly coincidental that i find myself only updating on the weekends im at my dads. i suppose its due to lack of things to do. or people to talk to late at night. i often think of the song "all by myself", but only because its incredibly ridiculous. i somehow find a small sense of hilarity in such songs.  so football games are crazy amazing. im ( Read more... )

i love my life & all the fixings. good and bad. the bad always metamorphasizes into something wonderful. even the worst things, take their turn for the better. they open your eyes and show you what livin's all about. its about understanding. its about risk. its about communication. its about love. its about the souls you encounter along your ( Read more... )

i wish i had something interesting to speak of. or at least mildly funny. aNd i dont. but mikey thought it to be pretty hilarious when i fell going up my porch this afternoon. i just fell for no reason, like laney boggs does in "shes all that" starring rachel leigh cook who plays a dweeb with a nice rack and freddie prinze jr. who will forever be ( Read more... )

i like typing with my rad FrenChfake Nails. im way pumped that we are GAC RED DIVISION CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!! &we beat mt. morris>32-12. at their homecoming...they didnt like that much, guessinig by the rock they thru at missy mora's head. and the object that got tossled at the BigYellowTwinkie that provided us transportation. yikes. its only a game ( Read more... )

homecoming week=StressAholism...i got sick.
we won our game! 26 -6. holler.
juniors are amazing...thats right we dominated in the float competition once again. 3 years INaRowYo!
we lost our powderpuff game...but i played hard. it was fun.
i loved being a princess the past 3 days.
my dress makes me feel SExyWhite.
sam apologized. were friends again. yay. ( Read more... )

rain is abundant lately...do i hate it? ehh, not so much. i love nighttime storms. falling water makes my mind not so blurry. 
& not2 mention i love kissing boyfriends in theRain. yeah. i have a new boyfriend and hes mucHo amazing. his names Monty. and hes soo freakinnng cuttee. & he knows how 2 make me melt. we hangout a lot and i drive us places ( Read more... )