paradise circus

[sunnny]

I'm so over this constant up and down feeling. It's been happening all year. i go from good or okay moods to bad ones, like the flick of a switch

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[fadedglow]

I totally understand how you feel, hun. I especially felt like this towards my birthday too. I have so many things to be grateful for in my life, but then sometimes I'll just start thinking about everything that sucks in my life (boys/relationships, no driver's licence, feeling stuck in my life and wanting to get out of Perth) and I'll cry myself to sleep. I keep waiting for something to change, but nothing does and I'm not quite sure what to do about it. I'm working on the licence thing, I need money to get out of Perth, but what the hell can you do about boys?!

You know, pretty much all my closest friends are in relationships or have guys in their life to talk about. It doesn't make me sad, but sometimes when I realise this, it's like, "Wow. I've never really had anyone. Why me?" I don't understand how my friends can meet guys they like so easily, but I have trouble. They say things like, "You should get a boyfriend" and "You're so innocent!" and it makes me feel like shit. I mean, how do I respond to that? How do you get a

[sunnny]

I can really, really, relate to everything you said. Man, sometimes we are SO the same it's scary haha

[fadedglow]

Yes, that's exactly what happens to me too! Like, I'll feel sad or stressed out about something completely unrelated to boys, but it triggers that needy feeling, I guess, hehe. We're young though, we have plenty of time to meet men. I mean, may as well enjoy our freedom while we can. You don't want to get tied down too early in life