Blablablergh Update
I'm still alive! Random babble under the cut.
So yeah I'm still here ;) Thingie is, depression comes and goes as always. So it's nothing new and yet something is different. I wait and wait for some of all these shops and factories to call me back because
I want to work for them but no one ever replies. I know this is not because of me but because of our economy
and capitalism but still. Sentimental me takes it personal. It just makes me sad. Not doing anything at all.
I'm just living everyday. Nothing special happens, same es ever, getting up, eat, go out a bit, get back in,
watch dvd, play computer games, sleep and same the next day. Life doesn't mean anything at the moment.
I've got no goals or anything. I just have to wait til next year september when my trainee programme starts.
All tv stations replied to my applications, which is good. And I'm confident at least one of them will invite me
personally, maybe even pick me. That's not the problem anymore. I know that I'm not stupid and I know that
I've got a few skills but still. Still no idea why I'm actually sitting here and where I want to end up and what
I want to become. Blergh. I hate the late teens+early twenties.
Anyho, so I was sitting here all gloomy and bla and then I decided: enough with the being sad, let's cheer
us up so I searched Youtube et voila! My lovely lovely favourite musician and his angelic voice:
And my favourite post/math rock band live in concert (rubbish quality, but I LOVE this song, you
might know it from my Life is a Canvas video):
And all time favourite math/post rock band live in concert, brilliant quali, songs MOLTO BENE
Btw: I LOVE PX3 SO MUUHUUUUCH.
Oh and I'm still working on the 4x6 picspam. I'm getting a bit slow these days. Simply because I'm
obviously not in the mood and I'm addicted to this xD:
Blame SC4 for my lack of posts/graphics/videos. LOLZ
So yeah I'm still here ;) Thingie is, depression comes and goes as always. So it's nothing new and yet something is different. I wait and wait for some of all these shops and factories to call me back because
I want to work for them but no one ever replies. I know this is not because of me but because of our economy
and capitalism but still. Sentimental me takes it personal. It just makes me sad. Not doing anything at all.
I'm just living everyday. Nothing special happens, same es ever, getting up, eat, go out a bit, get back in,
watch dvd, play computer games, sleep and same the next day. Life doesn't mean anything at the moment.
I've got no goals or anything. I just have to wait til next year september when my trainee programme starts.
All tv stations replied to my applications, which is good. And I'm confident at least one of them will invite me
personally, maybe even pick me. That's not the problem anymore. I know that I'm not stupid and I know that
I've got a few skills but still. Still no idea why I'm actually sitting here and where I want to end up and what
I want to become. Blergh. I hate the late teens+early twenties.
Anyho, so I was sitting here all gloomy and bla and then I decided: enough with the being sad, let's cheer
us up so I searched Youtube et voila! My lovely lovely favourite musician and his angelic voice:
Click to viewAnd my favourite post/math rock band live in concert (rubbish quality, but I LOVE this song, you
might know it from my Life is a Canvas video):
And all time favourite math/post rock band live in concert, brilliant quali, songs MOLTO BENE
Btw: I LOVE PX3 SO MUUHUUUUCH.
Oh and I'm still working on the 4x6 picspam. I'm getting a bit slow these days. Simply because I'm
obviously not in the mood and I'm addicted to this xD:
Blame SC4 for my lack of posts/graphics/videos. LOLZ