I haven't update in forever but I'm alive if anyone cared/wondered ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like the universe is punishing you for the something that you did? I lost my horseshoe necklace on Thursday night and I think its the worlds way of telling me that I'm a dumb girl. Please, like I didn't already know world. To further rub it in I also lost a paycheck for $450 (not drunk doing this, just tired). Then Nick found my ( Read more... )

I love my friends. I swear I am in love with all of them. This is a weird period of transition for me and the support you guys have given me means more then anything else to me. This is going to be a long few months but if anything it has just made it clear to me what I want to so much much more. Its funny because I didn't think that I would ( Read more... )

I am reading Hunter S Thompsons 'The Rum Diary' at work right now and it is so funny I keep busting out laughing and people probably assume that I am in the middle of some type of mental breakdown. What a strange guy. There is a quote from him about how Garry Trudeau modeled the character Duke from the cartoon "Doonesbury" after him that says, " ( Read more... )

My imaginary work boyfriend had his arm around another girl this morning when I came into work. I don't know how he could do this to me.

Is this something real or is just something that people say? I don't even think that it exists, or if it does then I think its something that everyone is. I think its just a buzzword that people say when they don't like something about the way you act but don't know how to describe it exactly. Anyway I got called this by someone that I would ( Read more... )

My life is so boring but I don't even really mind it lately. I am used to it. This weekend I didn't really do too much, just hung out with Gina on friday and saturday and we were just being silly but thats pretty much a given. Hopefully this weekend will be fun because I love the 4th of July, its like my favorite holiday, I have no idea why but I ( Read more... )

This summer is speeding by which is surprising considering that I don't really do too much. This week went by fast which is nice and surprising considering I didn't do one thing over the weekend. I have been working out and going to work everyday. Tomorrow I have a job interview and then I am working. Anyway I didn't get into the nursing program ( Read more... )

Mind games are so fucking stupid especially if you don't seem to get the other persons rules. It just makes me mad that you should be more mature then this. Plus now I feel all fucked up when before I just thought that he was more of a real person. Now I feel obsessive and stupid. Great. I think I am toxic to boys. Heidi is right 'ass slut' Tricia ( Read more... )

my life is such bullshit