I am so mad to be back in East Lansing. I am going to apologize to anyone right now because guess what I am going to be in a bad mood until I go back to Acapulco next year on spring break. I had the most amazing time especially on Saturday night it was so much f'ing fun. I think it was totally eye opening too. Yeah I met this guy and it was ( Read more... )

Last night YAH. Was silly. I realized that with all the confusion these past weeks with school and work and spring break getting ready-ness I have been neglecting my boyfriends. So we went to Peters and got all wiggidy wack and crazy. Yeah it was fun. All I have to say is wow Michael. But yeah I am getting ready to leave for Chicago right now ( Read more... )

Blah I am so crabby and stressed from getting ready for this vacation. I don't even feel excited at all right now. I know anyone else would be happy and stuff but I don't even care. Yeah I am a little bitch and I am never happy. I will be once I get down there but right now everything is such a hassle. I just dont want to get my hopes up like I ( Read more... )

Tricia maybe you should get to makign out with Aaron pronto. Heidi + Frank, Heidi + Tom C, Heidi + Lenny Kravitz, Heidi + Brandon= TRUE LOVE FOREVER

So today a girl at work gave me the birds and the bees talk and I think I finally have things straightened out. She is funny because she was talking about how its always so weird when you see someone the first time after you fool around with them, and she was like yeah whenever I wake up next to a guy I book it out of there before they can wake up ( Read more... )

I'm so tired and I should be studying but I can't even read right now and I think that me doing good on my exam tomorrow is impossible so I don't even care. I know I will be mad when I get a bad grade though ( Read more... )

Where do squirrels go in the winter time? Today outside there are like ten million. I wish that they would just go away because I am scared of them. And I am pretty sure that I saw that kid that smells funny/wears girl shirts (not ben) surrounded by like 5 squirrels this morning. It was so gross, what would he do to make the squirrels be ( Read more... )

Today I didn't go to Spanish and I didn't go to work because I didn't really feel good because I didn't go to sleep until late and then I finally took sleeping pills to get to sleep and then when I woke up at 8 I was all out of it. I think I have chronic fatigue or something, at least from Sunday-Thursday. So I told my work that my car broke down ( Read more... )

I don't even really know what I was talking about in the journal I left on Saturday night I just got all fired up about something but I don't even really know about what. I think it was mostly because I saw some chick on my way home but who knows. I especially dont know why I was saying that nice guys suck or whatever because I can think of a few ( Read more... )

I do real stupid things...what is it that I want...I think I know...but does anyone know? You finally get what you want and you realize that it feels like it wasnt right to begin with. GOD i am so dumb....kill me...I am a little drunk...boys are mean mean people and if they are not then they are nice boys who get no ass and you arent even ( Read more... )