amazing. that's all i have to stay. so i stayed at the bar til almost 2.. i was kinda sad driving home thinking about stuff and i was lik e"wow i gotta move from this area" then as i'm almost to my house i look to the right and see the most amazing sight.. the northern lights. i ran in and got a coat when i got home.. ran back outside.. it's ( Read more... )

please.. donate some money..cause no matter how little you have.. they have way less in la, mississippi and alabama.. it makes me sad to see shit like this happen in a country that helps out all these other people and can't even help its own people. it's easy to blame people and talk about how everyone saw it coming but that's besides the point ( Read more... )

i think once you hit the quarter century mark everything starts falling apart...much like something once the warrany runs out. seriously. i think something weird happened to my tooth on monday. i'm going to the dentist tomorrow to see. i'd rather stick a hot poker in my eye.

so i've decided that some things i've said in the past may not be as accurate as i once thought. for example.. "he's a good person underneath all that shit" let's change the subject matter from "he" and a "person" to let's say.. a sandwhich. "that's a good sandwhich underneath all that shit" now i don't know about you but.. i wouldn't touch a ( Read more... )

i'm gonna to live in a bubble. go away.

i didn't get home til 5am. carrie sure knows how to keep someone up late. birthday weekend number 2 may possibly kill me. in other news my ovary hurts.

the baseball game in my brain has resumed. i'm in pain. i freaked out at work cause my vision got all fucked up again. i feel like shit. i want to rip all my teeth out. i bet that'd look hot. i'm gonna go wish i had no sense of pain while hoping i fall asleep.

and my brain is almost back to what it was before the crushing pain. yay. anyway..i'm off to the doctor tomorrow. everyone knows i LOVE doctors. what a waste of money. they should just tell me i'm getting old and falling apart..and there's no cure for that.

i've had a migraine since 5 o'clock yesterday. i can't see shit. my brain feels like someone played major league baseball with it. make it go away.

somewhere between the last 2 years and now something happened. I think i've become someone i never thought i'd be. and now i'm lost. and i'm not really sure who i am. i thought i had everything all figured out and i guess i was wrong. i want my passion for music back. i want to crave live music the way i once did. i want to walk into a music ( Read more... )