i refuse to start pouring my emotions out in this empty space with no feeling. but this year is slightly easier than last... but a little more confusing. blah. i hate water on my flip flops.

my skin is falling off. sexy.

so yesterday i decided to wash my car and mow the lawn in the beautiful weather..and what do i get in return? the worst sunburn ever! i was only outside for 4 hours. I'm well done. I can barely move. I feel like i'm on fire. soo hopefully the fire goes out soon.

i cut mah hair. woo!

so i'll just say that.. i still don't know what i'm doing. today was a great day though. i sat outside pretty much from 4 pm on... i went for a walk.. hung out with a bunch of people.. felt a little dizzy at one point..but it went away. now i'm up way too late doing nothing. i have to work at 8am..blah. i wish i could not work ever again and ( Read more... )

so tired. what a week from hell. thank god it's over. let's try a better week this time around. daylight savings begins? ends? whichever a week from today..thank freakin god! i won't be so depressed. i need sunlight. maybe i'm a plant.

ever work in a place with horrible management? yeah... blah.

cramps... ouch

i'm in the worst mood ever. this better be pms. or else i am going crazy. blah. i hate people today. all of them. you included. blah. once i sleep and wake up it'll be better..or so i hope. off to the coffee shop for now...

eh.. is it bad if i don't ask cause i'm afraid of the answers? i don't know and i don't wanna.