You find yourself stopped midway through the train tracks. A roaring, high-pitched vibrato sounds your way, and a raging blast of wind follows. Your anticipation grows stronger and more hesitant at the same time. There is a rusty scent, a humid breeze, and an antsy bug hovering an inch away from your ear. And then you notice that you are alone, as ( Read more... )

Day number one as a senior. Well, not technically, but we’ll consider it so anyhow. I cannot even begin to describe my jealousy of those who went through their last day of school today. To be able to say goodbye to high school and the things that go along with it would probably be both exciting and sad at the same time. Hmm, guess this opportunity ( Read more... )

Normality is something you will never grasp, and the harder you seek it, the farther you will drift away. Why set yourself up to an inevitable fall? Irving Stone quotes, “But then, no artist is normal; if he were, he wouldn't be an artist. Normal men don't create works of art. They eat, sleep, hold down routine jobs, and die. You are hypersensitive ( Read more... )

While I’m skipping Drama skit practice and ignoring studying for Deen, whose class I currently hold a 55% in, I’m doing the necessary things in life, one of which includes updating my livejournal. I’m so cool haha ( Read more... )

Crouching beneath a broken wing and to all of my intent ( Read more... )

Myspace.
Is.
Dumb.
enough said.

Honestly. I have nothing to complain about. I am happy about so many things right now. But. For some reason, I’ve become so paranoid. Maybe because I’m sensitive, who knows. I just know that I needed to write cause I’ve been sitting here for three hours doing absolutely nothing when I have three tests/quizzes tomorrow, like 100 pages to read (and ( Read more... )

There is something so strange about combat. You can prepare all you want, have all the right motives, right moves, and things to say, and yet, you can fall. There’s no guarantee what the outcome will be, and although a high spirit is crucial, the knowledge that your plans may not run smoothly constantly should be running through your mind. No two ( Read more... )

Very little has changed, and yet there’s so much on my mind. So much that I will not go to the lengths to describe, and a bit that I will attempt to elaborate on. I just wrote one of those huge, deep, poor-your-emotions-out, analytical paragraphs, and after reading it over, I realized it was so confusing that not even I had a clue what I was ( Read more... )

I love expressing myself in words ( Read more... )