I am not happy.

I'm not depressed, or even angry anymore. I'm just not happy. I'm not satisfied. I want more, but seem to lack the gusto, the pizzaz, the confidence. I dont take pride in myself much anymore. I'm scared for college because its new, different, and I wont be around anyone that I know. I used to like the sound of that, but at the ( Read more... )

Rehearsals rehearsals rehearsals

thats basically all I've done this week. a few exciting things, a few random crazy things, a few sad things, happy things.

Vague things, like this entry

The past couple of days have been a lot of fun :)

Lots of time with Tyree! Friday was the galla which was fun. The senior video was sooo cute and definitly brought back alot of memories! It was also really nice to see everyone at peacock again! Then out to dinner with Tyree, Jake and his new girly, Katie. That was a fun dinner, had the most ( Read more... )

Orientation

Not the best experience, basically. I did have fun and I did meet a lot of really chill people though. I didn't find any of the theater kids untill about 10 min before i had to leave, which was a bummer. None of the theater or music professors were around, so i couldn't really talk to them either. I also found out that I have to take ( Read more... )

I graduated today:) It felt so good, so so so good  :) :) :)

I have orientation tomorrow at plymouth. I supposed thats quite the quick jump, graduating one day and going to orientation the next. Not gunna lie, I'm a little nervous. I'm going by myself, and dont really know of anyone else going there. So, here comes the moment of truth: new people ( Read more... )

 Six Flags was fabulous! rode many many roller coasters, including  Superman about 4 times!!! yeaaahh hard core! haha. Had a wonderful time with everybody! That was monday....

Tuesday  i went to the docters, got more blood taken, the stupid lady missed the vein and it  KILLED! uhg, now i have this crazy ass giant bruise on my arm which makes me ( Read more... )

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Last Day of HighSchool

Once of THE best days of my highschool experience actually. Not really because it was our last day though. I had soo much fun today. I think wiuth everyones high energy and excitement, it just made everyone happy!! Today I cleaned out my locker and had a little cry fest with Alyssa, then made up my dance final with andrea 5 ( Read more... )

 So things have been good, basically!

Tired of the endless rain, its time to enjoy summer, not time  to have to defend your self from it with umbrellas and rain boots. I'm reading a book, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn. I usually dont read long novels in my free time because my freetime is usually unexistant. Its 500 pages long and I am determined to ( Read more... )

rigorous day of shopping. found my Semi dress for only $15 and its amazing!!! I cannot wait!! Then went to Salvation Army , which can never do you wrong. found the neatest things! ooOOOooo ( Read more... )