So i am currently talking to Nicole on AIM killing time because I have tons of time. I think I have been in the computer lab now since 1pm and it is 3pm here in France and it doesn't look like I will be budging soon unless Nicole leaves me on AIM and I get bored ( Read more... )

So wierd feelings going through me lately. Excitement can have a funny way of manifesting itself. Right now, it is mixing itself with nervousness and anxiety ( Read more... )

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind? How could I have ever been so blind? I was looking for an invitation. It was hard to find. No matter what I do, only what I say, never meant to do bad things to you... Yeah, sorry just a bit of a recite (is that a word?) of music lyrics. I just read a friend's journal entry and then the song came to ( Read more... )

I feel like i need to update although I am not sure what it will be about. Most of you, who read my journal, receive my emails, so I shouldn't repeat myself. But just a quick repitition, my time in France looks to be extended a bit longer than I wanted and expected. I was hoping to come home June 12 but can't find any available flights til June ( Read more... )

In other news, I found this on StifledStar's journal entry and decided to share. It is a personality description of me according to my birth month. I am not cool enough to know how to strike out, bold things, and do journal cuts, so I am just going to put ** around the things I think are really true of me and -- around those which i don't think ( Read more... )

Guess I don't have anything exhilarating to say (great way to start my journal entry, huh? Now I know everyone is going to want to continue reading). But no, it is kinda true. There used to be a time when I wanted to report every little detail that occured in my life as therapy for me but also so everyone else could know. Now I am much more ( Read more... )

I have been wanting to put an entry in here for a while but haven't made the time or haven't felt inclined to write. I guess I don't like writing when I am in the mood that I have been for a little while (on and off not the whole time) since returning to France. A mood that is a mix of melancholy and slight depression that stems from missing ( Read more... )

I am coming home next Thursday, the 18th. There you go that is my newest update: an announcement. No in all reality, I can't think of anything else to type even though I have the time to type whatever I fancy. My semester in France ends this Wendesday with a huge 5 hour exam, and then the next day I part. My last day of classes is today, and I ( Read more... )

These are only my thoughts, so please take them for what they are worth--maybe a grain of salt. With all that is happenning around me and in my head, I feel like I finally know the answer to all my important questions concerning love, and that answer is: ...drum roll... that there is no answer. The more I try to analyze and figure out, the more ( Read more... )

I know I don't have any regular habit of updating in here anymore, mainly because it is too difficult with such slow internet and loack of time on my part, plus I write emails to most people directly. However, I have an extra five minutes this morning, so I thought I would update with my Italian adventure. For those of you receive my emails, you ( Read more... )