the only part you really feel about a fall is the criticism. there's a shock in losing your footing, but thats not emotion, not in any conventional sense, not in the ways we constitute the term. shock is more of an interruption of emotion; its an argument the the senses totally unbounded in a completely natural way. even the impact is cushioned, ( Read more... )

i got this way of doing myself crazy wrong ( Read more... )

a commonplace form is a liar's dress. an action not outside itself but kept in. a thought that penetrates from inside to as far as the skull and rebounds back not to fizzle out, but to stupefy. a commonplace form feels any hint of provocation, of sincerity, anything profound to be justified by inebriation, something that only happens in a drunken ( Read more... )

every time i drink i decide that i need to quit ( Read more... )

all too wise for our age so we think we have the right to an arbitrary mess, like our minds alone will get us by like good looks ( Read more... )

go fuck yourself, ATOM BOMB.

i'm a couple of hundred pages behind in reading ( Read more... )

and so fuck NBC. I have to agree with preston on this. I'm not quite sure if I should be surprised by such uncle tommery from chris tucker. I won't fake surprise from our media's blatant catering to the comfortable ignorance of white middle class america. i like my pudding trite ( Read more... )

my life isnt interesting enough for regular blogging. my life isnt interesting enough for regular blogging. my life isnt interesting enough for regular blogging. my life isnt interesting enough for regular blogging. my life isnt interesting enough for regular blogging. my life isnt interesting enough for regular blogging. my life isnt interesting ( Read more... )

and i will watch 'the point' with my dearest and i will watch 'arrested development' with my dearest and i will cuddle but not sleep in patricks bed because hese not here with my dearest and i will smile smile smile smile till 105 days and when its over i will smile smile smile smile smile smile. and when i can make mixtapes that counter the high ( Read more... )