I feel so guilty. Though I'm happy in my new relationship...I just can't stop thinking about him. He has all my heart even still. Why is it that I feel like I'm cheating? I like new boy a lot, but deep in my heart I'll always be in love with the old one.

I'm really kind of ashamed for the way I've been acting lately. I dunno what is wrong with me. I am SO impatient and so unforgiving of people. I was just plain out mean today. I screamed at Katie and I felt horrible for it later. I was even being a serious witch to Whitney, who God help her is just quirky. I'm kinda pissed that the air is broken, ( Read more... )

So sue me if I'm in a horrible mood for a while. My nephew broke his neck and other things in my life are driving me nuts. I don't feel good and I won't know if my nephew is in the clear until 12 weeks is up. He has to go back to the neurosurgeon on Thursday and he will then decide if surgery is necessary. That means instead of the C-collar for ( Read more... )

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I'm happy for the first time in a long time. Lots of reasons as to why. I am so much less stressed since summer school has ended and life has sorta slowed down. I spent some hella fun times with a few sisters lately. All I can say is I LOVE KALEY COOPER!!!! My littles will be back soon and that makes me happy. I miss them soooo much! Life is about ( Read more... )

So...old boy history, new boy new news...Why don't boys call you when you want them to???
Long enough rant

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A week from today I will be at 'Southern once again on a much more permanent basis. Rifle is moving back early to start practice. Yeah, for me thats two a day until our first organized practice. I really want this year to be perfect. I want to be invited to the National Championship. I had regrets coming to 'Southern because it was just developing ( Read more... )

Sometimes it would be nice to just not be me for a while.....