Well i have just started eatting proper food again altho a HOT chicken wrap was probably the worst idea i have had this week..... i think.
*drinks all the apple juice in the house*

Im alot happyer now for several reasons, cassie is talkin to me again and cassie is talkin to me again, i dunno if it was cause of something that clicked in her mind or if ( Read more... )

Well today started off nice, got to chat to cassie like i plan-ed, waking up at 5am is not something i am gd at especially when u stay up till 2am lol. I think there was more hope this morning with stuff but i dunno i guess i will just have to wait and see *stays hopefull*
I chatted to matt who i have to say has become a really interesting and gd ( Read more... )

Listen as the wind blows
From across the great divide
Voices trapped in yearning
Memories trapped in time
The night is my companion
And solitude my guide
Would I spend forever here
And not be satisfied

And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear

Through this world ( Read more... )

 Money and self security mean nothing if you will never be happy, and as for now.....well now i would much sooner take the risk, Oh look, i found myself again except i am a few years too late lol what am i to do......

Dam i really let my head get the better of me, my sister obviously knew and look how much she has on her mind all the time *stops*

*breaths*
Here are all the updates you waited so long for

I cannot even describe myself anymore

Life in general
Well life in general for me latly has been pritty shit for many many reasons. I somehow manage to get myself ( Read more... )

 So yer that is my public appology to finelady, i might as well call ya that since i have called you it since i met ya..... :-) now i guess i have to wait.... i am totally crap at waiting *plays guitar* ok i have waited?! Nope still nothing........
At some point i guess i hope to find neptune between the stars with my own eyes, i have done it once ( Read more... )

OOOOOOOO LOOOOK i was a NEON TETRA called SEEEA MONKEY *laughs wildly*

and secondly i have been reading my journal and someone who remained anomomouse whatever that is, kept saying stuff like 'your loosing her' or 'its only lust' this has been bothering me cause i dunno who this person is......? So if they have something to say about how i have ( Read more... )

Well i think there comes a time in everyones life when they realise they have cocked up in some way. These past few years have been my way of rectifying some of the wrongs or miss understandings involving me with everyone i know and care about. Plus i have had alot of people talking to me and telling me how they feel which is gd, i have for example ( Read more... )

Well life in general for me latly has been pritty shit for many many reasons. I somehow manage to get myself into situations where people think they can push me around and quite simply get away with it. Well for once i have been sticking up for myself for all its worth. It is actually alot harder than it sounds as i hate to be pushy or rude but ( Read more... )

Well today has been quite shit, after having someone steel something off me and spill oil all over my ramp i then took loads of time cleaning it up only to go spill even more oil but this time over most of me and my ramp together *swimming ( Read more... )