Shattered dreams

Broken hearts

Hollow eyes

Not so wise

Fallen stars

Forever scarred

today was a great day! i got a job!!! yay! i cant stand not working. i know that sounds weird since at the same time i hate working. but i've had a job since i was 16 and havent gone a day without one since. like one day i worked at albertsons then the very next day i started my job at dillards. so yea its been weird. but i now have a job pretty ( Read more... )

im so happy to be home. i love my grandparents to death but being there for 3 days it gets tiring. for being 75yrs old my grandma never rest. always on the go non stop my lord. the same with my 84 yr old grandpa. i guess its a good thing that at their age they are able to do that but still damn. but the person who really annoys the hell out of me ( Read more... )

well i no longer have a job. i was fired today. i knew it would happen. the first chance that ass of a boss eric had he would take it just cuz he hates my mom. that and im not a big boobed grl that kisses his ass. he was like well its dillards policy to fire pple if they dont make their goal three months in a six month period. hmm really is that so ( Read more... )

Saturdays suck for the most part. i hate getting up at 5am to be at work at 6. sucks. why did i ask to work every saturday instead of over other thats required? oh yea more money. still sucks. rachelle has ditched me again. i knew she would. whatever. she hasnt called thats fine. hope the sex is worth it. i would never treat my best friend the way ( Read more... )

today not all that interesting. yesterday after work rachelle and i went to my other best friends bbq. it was interesting. rachelle and i didnt really fit in. her and her friends are more punk and we are more preppy girly. but i didnt go for her friends just becca. i knew we wouldnt fit in and not have anything in common but oh well. it was fine. i ( Read more... )

thursday i went to chilis for dinner after work with rachelle, xavier his fat bitchy ass grlfriend, david and his grlfriend. then we all went to this sushi bar place. it was really fun. man xaviers grlfriend was the biggest bitch to rachelle for no reason. rachelle didnt flirt with X or anything. hell i was the once flirting and talking to X all ( Read more... )

i hate boys, all boys! ex-boyfriends, bosses, guy friends, co-workers, and brothers. they all are freaken jackasses.

matt is still calling me. im avoiding noe. went to work with a hang over. met the STUPIDEST guy ever last night. fucking annoyed the hell out of me. his name is mike. rachelle likes him. go figure. but anyways he's a body builder i guess. he said that he works out four days a week. he works himself so hard to the point he makes himself sick. like ( Read more... )

why do guys all the sudden after a couple of months or so goes by call you again? i dont understand. its very annoying! i was dating this guy matt for awhile about two months ago. well it didnt work out which was all because of him. he always cancled at the very last min on me. we also happen to work at the same place. not the same unit but the ( Read more... )