Somethings i do not understand right now. but one day i will. today my friend Rachael Taylor, 21 years old,passed away today. she was sweet, kind, gentle, beautiful, funny, ...everything a best friends could ask for. i will truely miss her. i will never forget the birthday parties-hiding in the bushes, playing with glow sticks, her licking a tire ( Read more... )

PAIN ( Read more... )

i dont like what amanda did. but i dont care anymore. people make mistakes. im not mad at her anymore. i just dont want her as a friend. im not going to let this happen again. i go on with my life, she goes on with hers. the end. we cant change what happened. so life goes on ( Read more... )

i cant believe my own friend would turn their back on me. this has never happened before. but of course this is all my fault. i just wish she would leave me alone. stop sending me hateful texts and stop talking crap about me to corey. so yeah. corey broke up with me again. why is love so hard to hold on to? when he broke up with me a while ago i ( Read more... )

…for so many reasons. Corey and I have had some hard times in the beginning but everything has been falling into place lately. I've said many things I'd like to take back or just reword and I'm sorry I took many of the things corey did for me for granted. No more. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. I love him so much. I cant wait for the day I' ( Read more... )

today my family and i decorated our christmas tree. :P ( Read more... )

i used to believe that there is someone that is PERFECT for everyone. ive come to the realization that that is not true. no one can ever be perfect. relationships are always going to have problems. you just have to work through them. God says that our life will have trials and difficulties. we just have to work through them ( Read more... )

so yeah. havent been had time to write ( Read more... )

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love your gal, val

so yeah. like i love corey and all, but i cried again. after he left i was like im NOT doing this anymore. he cant make up his mind. if he loves me this should be an easy choice. so NO. its over. he can be happy with someone else bc i cant make him happy and he just keeps hurting me. i am LETTING someone hurt me. NO! NO MORE! i told him. its over ( Read more... )