so i have such a stressful life & its so hard & aggravating i figured id start writing in here again to vent & hopefully get rid of some of the stress ( Read more... )

so yea, the other night was not cool. Felt violated to wake up with my shorts off feeling like i was in jail. I mean for real, hes been gettin' stuff like he wanted and he still decides to go and do something like that. Seriously I had to go take a shower & sleep on the couch. I felt so violated ( Read more... )

it's days like yesterday, nights like last night that make me think i mean absolutely nothing at all to him ( Read more... )

I definitely didn't realize it has been 3 weeks since i've written in here... guess its all just the same anyways. me n Sean fight, he does stupid stuff on the computer, he doesnt delete it all from the history, I feel like i never mattered. whats the point in retelling that every couple of days. its like everything is so different now that we live ( Read more... )

had a lovely dream last night ( Read more... )

so yea, I can't get last night out of my head, idk. I mean every time i find something like this Sean instantly tries to come up with so many reasons at to why its okay and not wrong and how Im constantly doing stuff way worse. Well thats not the case and he just needs to deal with it. Somehow everything end up being my fault. I mean really, how ( Read more... )

You ever feel like you just don’t belong ( Read more... )

The stress is getting to be too much for me ( Read more... )

I told you i'd leave a light on ( Read more... )

im ready to explode....

....I cant do everything on my own

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