IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST ( Read more... )

i sit and watch my life go by
watch it all
mesmorised by its twirling lights
and stupid stumbels
funny thing is

i just want to die

He never means to hurt me ( Read more... )

Sunshineducky is the world's largest rodent!

i hate it when my mother's right...

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sitting on the outside looking in, this is what i see. i see you. i see you sitting there crying. and there's not a thing i can do or say. so i sit there. listen. try to make things better. try to help the pain. but it just isn't good enough. i've been there. i've been the one crying. and no one said the right things. no one could so what i wanted ( Read more... )

There you are, standing in the middle of a room and you're watching people walk through, one by one, saying the strangest things and making the strangest sounds ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like a picture thats being uploaded. you know where it has the blinds effect? where it uploads in strips, and sometimes it stopps in the middle, so it looks like white blinds were dropped in front of the photo, blocking off pieces of it? well thats what i feel like. i feel like part of myself is being blocked from the rest of the ( Read more... )

college is oficially underway, as i have had each of my classes at least once. its scary. intriguing, yet scarry. i want to update with all the wonderful things that are happening to me, but i don't want to talk about them. i don't want to jinx it.