my view
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
I want to take a picture and remember these moments forever... Everything and everyone is changing. I'm thinking about all the friendships i've made and all the things that I have experienced. Every relationship changes. Everyone leaves a memory with you. Some positive and some negative, but people are hard to forget. Why is it so often that the bad things leave a stronger memory versus the good? Maybe, its because the bad takes such a toll on you, and you can't forget something that hurt you or made you sad. But at the same time the good memories, the realllly good ones are unforgettable, because they were a major high point in your life, and most likely had to do with someone who you love and appreciate. I personally think I have changed a lot, I still think i'm the same old Gina Louise, but I have learned a lot from others and through some stuff that I've been going through. I want to be a better person, and I'm trying my best to do so. I love looking back at things and its also nice to look foward to things. If you sit down and pause your life for a second, think of all the people you have in your life. Take a second to just think about them, and appreciate them. What would you do without them? The petty fights aren't worth it. If you care about someone and miss them, tell them. You can never say I love you enough, when you really mean it. Courtney and Karen, I love you both, and I miss you both. I've known you guys since I was four, and I am thankful you guys are still in my life. Please never forget i'm here for you. Take time to think about what you really like about your life right now, versus hate. I personally am really thankful that I have a good group of friends that have a postive impact on me. All you know who you are. You are wonderful, and I'm lucky to have you as friends. I am thankful for my family. We may not get along sometimes and we may be going through some hard times, but family is always there, and they do so much for us. I love my family. I am thankful for my education, school does suck, and everyone talks about how much they hate naperville, but think of all of the opportunties we're given. We have so much, yet we complain so much. I am thankful for Jeff. Jeff is my best friend and my boyfriend, I've never met anyone like him, and he is one of the only people who really make me feel good about myself. He is someone I can talk to and I can have fun with. I find myself smiling a real smile when i'm with him. Often, we wear fake smiles, to hide that we're sad or mad. I am also thankful for life. I've been really down recently, and I need to start appreciating things more. There are good memories and bad but they make us who we are today. I hope everyone is good and life is going well for everyone. I love you guys. I will remember you, will you remember me?
Love Always,
Gina