I wonder what I'm doing with my present situation-and I hate it when I feel something strongly and try to talk about it with someone and they shun it. Cause when something someone is doing effects you personally it causes problems when they do not really listen to you. Sometimes I get really frusturated and confused about what I'm feeling and I ( Read more... )

Why do some people like to start fights? somehow I find more than ever that life is like one gigantic mess, but I make it that way. Some part of me knows that I don't deserve that sort of happiness. I just feel compromised, but isn't a compromise just another word for expectation. Sometimes the world feels like a very alone place to be in, and ( Read more... )

It's 7:20p and I'm waiting till 8p to do something about my problem with being bored. I just got a call with no caller I.D.-oh well. I want school to end but as soon as it ends I will have to take summer classes. What is a girl to do. It's raining and it feels nice and cool out. I want James to come home but he's working. Heather came over ( Read more... )

School's going to end in a month- oh yeah! During the summer I'm probably going to take Fundamentals of Public Speaking, US History I, and US History II for the 1st 5.5 weeks and then second half just have a summer. I need some summer time. I wanna go to Enchanted Rock, and Six Flags and stuff like that. I saw Natalie yesterday with her ( Read more... )

Booty...today is tuesday-went to class 8am and got out at 12:10...went to lunch with Anthony and his thingie Patrick. I liked him alot he was really nice and gave me a number to this awesome tattoo artist down in san marcos-awesome possum. I'm excited about my move in december even though it feels very far away. Got home and James and I went to ( Read more... )

Today japanese class was alright except I told the teacher that I had no music appreciation(ongaku konshoo) without realizing. I just didn't raise my hand-oops. Kirai desu? dislike it? I saw Dawn of the Dead a few weeks ago and I get really freaked out at even the corny-est horror movies. My mind just wanders and wonders what if... but by the ( Read more... )

Today is thursday-the day in which I have japanese class. Tuesday class was canceled because our teacher had lost her voice but I got a B on my test which I'm happy with. Only 6 more weeks left of class-I'm getting antsy. It seems to me that teachers put everything due at the last minute-I've got 2 papers to write, these bulletin board thingies ( ( Read more... )

Well today japanese class was canceled-oh yeah. I got a B on my last Test and have one more and a oral exam to go. Theres only 7 more weeks to go. I'm rather tired cause I only go 6 and 1/2 hours of sleep which is not alot for me. Well that's about it.
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I wanted to camping all week long but all the campsites are booked up until sunday when my spring break ends. Maybe I can go sunday night and come back monday afternoon or something. I finally got a new phone-I luv it. I saw William and Marian this week-they both came down from denton. Marian only stayed for two days but william is staying the ( Read more... )

today I went to the gym and I felt I should have stayed there until I felt better about myself, but the gym is full of bodies that have been there much longer, so I left came home and did 70 crunches. Later hopefully I'll get my yoga tapes out and do the deed. I pick up james at 11:49p at congress and 1st-how exciting for me. Tommorrow I get to ( Read more... )