Ok so things are a bit confusing right now, i mean i really need to sort things out in my life, i really need to sort things out with laura, and i really need to sort them out with how i feel about matt...everything is just so confusing lately... I'm just being so un-fair lately, laura and matt really don't deserve how i've been treating them it's ( Read more... )

ok let me start off by saying wtf?? i can't spell "confucion" what is that? anyways i guess I was in a rush, well anyways despite my feeling of pure emptiness I have had an ok day, I got a skirt and a jacket that goes with it, because i really needed some formal wear and i got pants...ohhhh ahhhh, anyways though i have to go to math school today ( Read more... )

everything is so confusing...it's not supposed to be like this! *sigh* It's the holidays, vacation is coming up, happy times and yet...everyone's upset. So many of my really close friends have gotten really hurt emotionally lately and it's making me really upset. It was just such a dissapointment that I had such an amazing weekend and I forgot ( Read more... )

ok wow! that's all i can say, i mean i just read the journal entries that i've missed throughout the weekend and that's crazy. I dont' want to start this whole over analyzing over red thing, but i really think people should be entitled to their opinion even if it is kinda wrong, i mean whatever i'm not going to comment anymore, because people take ( Read more... )

winter convention was fun and i'm not going to repeat all that mikki and rosina have said! but it was awesome! and i am so excited for spring convention! and mikki since i am way too lazy to comment as i already told you a million times last night I AM SO ECSTATIC FOR YOU! oh btw just so everyone knows michaela's real name is actually Michael ( Read more... )

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yay for snow! it makes me ever so happy because it means snowboarding soon! yayness! I still feel kinda shitty but i think i know why...my life is so routine, and i don't mean just my weekdays, i mean everything is so planned out it in, i can't be like oh i want to hang out with my friends on saturday because i have to help out at home and i can ( Read more... )

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