I woke up this morning very lonely. It could have been a dream I was having, or the fact that Rascal Flatts was crooning away on my radio, but I was was nostalgic. Part of me wants someone to hold me and whisper sweet nothings all night, while melting away my stress, like he used to do. But another part of me realizes that you can't be rescued, you ( Read more... )

I woke up and all i could think of was that i wanted to savor every last minute in bed. It's the type of cold that you get on very early spring mornings. When the heavy blankets have been put away, but you're not quite sure it's warm enough ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of daylight savings time. It was such a beautiful feeling when I saw sunshine on our balcony at 5pm! I love knowing that spring is almost here. I can hear the birds coming home and watch the snow melting ( Read more... )

leisl is, i swear, on a renovate jen plan...and most of it is working ( Read more... )

I GOT IT ( Read more... )

today i realized im 20 ( Read more... )

i decided this evening, if jaymes and i ever broke up, id date a man who didnt speak english very well and was VERY well mannered ( Read more... )

So...i wanna transfer to salem state....again. for like the 20th time. im serious. im calling dad on this one. not even an email. and this time- ill win! i want to transfer like you cant believe right now. i met half the theater dept. today, i socialized, i laughed, i had a good time. i enjoyed class! i wanna go ( Read more... )

dont start jumping up and down.
dont get crazy.

but...

i threw away my class outlines.
i threw away my course ideas for next year.
i threw away my 10 pages of research for graduating early.

i dont have anything pretaining to my future.
i dont have anything pretaining to an outline.

im living.

im super excited about nationals.

California! (I've never been :))

and.....I sent in my ra application :)