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[sunstruckglow]

I had to go to the hospital on wednesday for X-rays for something called a GI series. Which is basically where they're making sure your stomach is normal. I walk into a room with a piece of equipment so big it could be a house for like 3 people. They lie me on a table underneath it. Then they raise the table so I'm standing up right but my back is

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[natatybuhban]

aww liza, i feel so bad. i've known for a while that you are truly sick because obviously, like meghan said, you'd never fake something that would prevent you from doing the things you love like theatre and being with your friends.
i sincerely hope you feel better because it's not fair that you've been so sick for so long with nothing to make you get better.
if you ever want to call me, you're more than welcome. i'm a pretty good listener, even if you just want to complain about how much it sucks to be sick. i don't really wanna give my number out on lj, but you probably have it and if not ask mclean.
i really hope you feel better really soon. <3

[rhythmmachine]

well, you do like to act.

i'm so clever.

[metropox]

i say we find some aids patient, cut up his body and eat him...then we'll be taken seriously. Whether or not its for being sick, or for being cannibals i dont know. Im just kidding, but a part of me isn't. People wont believe anything unless they see it, and since there are no casts, black eyes or vomit no one fully gets it. It's a bummer that the worst parts are usually at home when no one is around. All i can say is I really wish all our friends could spend a day in our shoes. I don't really blame anyone for not being able to fully understand becuase its hard to fully understand anything unless you go through it...i cant say i fully understand alex's anxiety. But when people make jokes about it, it hurts because it undermines all the shit you go through. And I'm guilty for going along with it when someone says I wish I had chronic fatigue syndrome I dont wanna go to school either. And can someone shoot the person who named it that. Sometimes when I want to talk to someone who understands I think of you, but I never really strike up

[sunstruckglow]

it makes me feel so good to know that not all people out there are stupid. your words hit right at home connor. thank you.

[mattyboy12291]

i think they were just fucking aorund with you mkaing u do all that shit. they were probably just kidding about seeing your intestines and shit, they dont care, they stayed at a holiday inn the night before.

[keystroke__]

i've never thought you were a faker, and it always annoyed me when people said that. i think i might feel more sympathy towards you because i understand what its like to have a problem that no one else can understand unless they feel what you are feeling. i don't knwo if my anxiety is similar to your chronic fatigue but i do know that they are alike in that they prevent us from doing many things, we both get physically sick, and it just ruins a bunch of shit. and to explain what youre going through is almost impossible becasue you can't really find the right words that will tell someone the exact way of whats going on. and you dont want to randomly talk to someone about it because you dont want to seem weak and seem like you want attention. its all very frustrating but i feel for you baby

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