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i thought it was getting better.. i said it outloud. and then i thought ok its out there now
i can move on. nope. its not that easy. i cant go anywhere now without seeing him. like he knows i said it outloud and he knows what im thinking. im starting to regret moving back. not like i can really change it. good news is im getting alot of exercise b.c of this whole thing. heh. burnign off aggression and horniess. my foot hurts right on the ball below my big toe. i bought some new walking shoes so it should be fine. im so glad its thursday. i had to apply at walmart today not happy about that. evil corporation. i dont want to work there so watch i'll prob get the job now. im desperate. i need it..yesterday.