i've decided to be an art major.
and i am desperately wanting to return to san francisco.

i have been unbearably tired lately and it's nearly unbearable and very shitty.
last midterm today, woo!
two days til san francisco omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

my life is filled with beautiful, wonderful things.


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this isn't really panning out the way i intended it.

i'm getting sucked in and i don't want to.
i need to find myself somehow.
i feel like i'm missing so much of what i used to be a part of.
IT SUCKS.
orlando sounds good.

negative vibes.

toomuchtoomuchtoomuchtoomuchtoomuch.
hopefully everything will be fine now.
$1000 to take out my monroe.
bad news is that just adds to it.
this month has been ridiiiculous.
i can't wait to get this project over with.
i need to start doing things.
and not smoking weed like all day.
more bad news is i probably won't.
i miss my home boiz n gurlz.

i wish i could be somewhere that actually felt like christmas.

i've never felt this so strongly about myself before and it's shitty.
and my mind has been in such a weird place lately; it's not enjoyable.
irritability is not a fun feeling, really.
i want new year's eve so bad.

last night was so nice.
+ it's weird how fog makes it feel like you don't know where you are.