OK, so I am typing this from Glanville because nobody is here to watch me since everyone leaves wednesdays. I like having the place to myself, getting paid for doing nothing. I have to do a mailing though, which will take me like 15 minutes, then drop it off at the mailroom. There is so much going through my head right now. I hate the fact that I'm ( Read more... )

I only have 1 word for you...SATURDAY! I can't believe David is coming home from Iraq this weekend! It seems like I was just posting the blog about how he was leaving. I am so excited to see him. I'm nervous too, but it's the same nervous I was the last time he came home. I can't want to make some lovie with him, and hold him and all that mushy ( Read more... )

Seriously...why am I putting so much effort into school? I really hope all this work pays off in the end. I love to learn, but homework just seems pointless. I think that's what I get for reading one of my friend's blogs about life at 1 in the morning. It got me thinking...what is all this really for? Life is just a big fucking rat race. Everyone ( Read more... )

So it's March 1st! that means I can say DAVID IS COMING HOME NEXT MONTH!!! AHH! It's weird cuz it seems like yesterday that I wrote the blog about David leaving...I'm so happy. Last night we were talking about our apartment, and I seriously had the biggest smile on my face ever! He said the same thing. I am so excited to finally be with him...no ( Read more... )

I am so tired of school. I seriously am burnt out over school. I need a break...a looooooong break. i didn't go to Astronomy at all this week, and I didn't even feel bad about missing it. I am not going to either two of my classes today. I felt really sick when I got up this morning which really sucks. I am cold and tired all the time. It sucks. I ( Read more... )

well, it is officially 2006! David called me this morning. It was really good to hear his voice, although it reminded me that he wasn't here, which made me ache a little inside. I went to a party in Santa Clara with Al, Rachel, jessica, Laura, Steve, Lexie, Heather, JoJo, Jackie, and her boyfriend Ben. It was really fun, and it was suprising how ( Read more... )

So, I the musical is opening this week. I am totally completely stressed out. I have a final test in theory on thursday, and professor Golthod decided to suprise us with a test next tuesday as well. I have no idea how I am supposed to study for everything while rehearsals are keeping us there until 12:00 am. I feel like I am on a constant deadline ( Read more... )

1 month down...6 to go! yay! I just wish I wasn't so sick and my toe didn't hurt. DAMNIT! I miss david!

So today I went to the movies with maggie ron and garrett. We saw Serenity, and it was suprisingly good, "I haven't had anything 'twixt my nethers that didn't have batteries for the longest time!" - line from the complete Oakie in the movie! haha. It was good, except when I completely broke down in tears when I saw the preview for the movie, ( Read more... )

Sometimes i hate her so much i could strangle her. She always makes me feel guilty for something. Then she had the nerve to insinuate that it wasn't a sure thing that david and i indeed would end up together. I think i've finally decided that enough is enough and i need to see what my life can be like without her scrutinizing my every move. I am ( Read more... )