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[supaskajc]

I hate how meloncoly I get when my heart is in question...The main thing. 4 years of a relationship that for the most part was what I wanted. 4 years of changing my life drasticly. 4 years of almost complete solitude and comfort in my life. I wish I could leave it without feeling like I lost my late teen and early twenties. Because if I bail out

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youth

[gloria550]

You haven't failed anything unless you have made up your mind... "youth" is a state of mind>>< haven't you ever heard of that.... you can find a roommate maybe?>< life is never without hope, only when u give up on hope, does hope not exist....*grins*

[jem532]

I think I know exactly how you feel about failing yourself and wasting your youth. I've been in a relationship for three years and my project/boyfriend is just now starting to show some interest in getting our lives together. In the mean time I've developed some problems that I'm having trouble accepting and put my life on hold for him. If I break up with him, I've wasted the past three years, if I stay with him, things may never get better.

Anyway, I miss you a lot Casino and even though you're down right now, you're going to get through it and be a whole new person when your done. And if you want to come home, I've got a real big house that you'd always be welcome in, and I'd be psyched to have an old friend around.