Prototype fanfiction
Title: Forbidden
Pairing: you x your bias
Rating: PG?
Genre: Angst
Written for: fun
You're in his car when it starts to rain.
The pitter patter of the raindrops begin to speed up.
Your heart races and you begin to wonder if you should break the silence.
It's dark outside and you're both in a nearly empty parking lot. You notice your hands are glowing in an orange hue because of the street lights.
I should say something
"I love you" his voice cracks. He's in pain. You just told him about how maybe you should stop seeing each other. All he could manage to say was he loved you.
You turn to look at him. He keeps looking ahead at the empty dark parking lot. The rain continues.
"It won't work out..." you say solemnly; you love him too. His face is also glowing in an orange hue. Although it's dark you can see that there are tears in his eyes.
"Why?!" the sudden outburst and strength in his voice rings in your ears.
You shrink back in silence. because you're an idol! you think in your head as you begin to cry.
"I'm sorry, but we can't" you say in tears. He's crying too.
"Can't we at least try?" he desperately asks you. He looks you in the eye and you try to avoid his gaze. He leans in and takes both of your hands.
"I love you more than anything, this career...it means nothing compared to you."
You cry even more. What hurts the most is that you know you can agree to keep on going out with him, yet you are breaking his heart and yours by doing what you think is right.
"You're an idol and I'm...nothing." He lets go of your hands.
"If you don't want to see me anymore," he's more calm now; you're still crying.
"It's alright as long as you are happy."
You're not happy. You wished you could see him every day. You wished you could go out in public everywhere like a normal couple.
"Don't cry" he tells you. His cheeks are still wet with his own tears. You try your best to stop. "Let me take you home" he says turning on the car.
You remain seated in silence.
The whole ride both of you remain in silence. You proceed to get out once you get there.
He takes your hand as you step out.
You look at him.
"take my umbrella" he says.
"No, I shouldn't"
"Please"
Reluctantly you do so. With every second that passes you're thinking of taking it back. You want to be with him. With every second that passes he becomes more and more gentle. You begin to regret it all, because you love him so much that it hurts to see him like this.
You open the umbrella and walk towards your door. He's not leaving. Nervously you fumble with your bag looking for the keys to your door. You somehow find them and open it up. You enter without looking back.
Before you know it he's hugging you. Your hand is still on the doorknob.
"Don't ever forget me" he whispers in your ear with his head buried between your neck and shoulder. You could feel his breath against your skin.
If he doesn't leave soon, you'll say it. You'll say you want him back. He'll take you back if you only said it, but you know that taking you back will only bring him trouble in the future. Leaving is the best way to protect him.
"I'll never forget you" You pull his hands away and break his hug. You hand his umbrella back.
"Goodbye" is all you can say.
Pairing: you x your bias
Rating: PG?
Genre: Angst
Written for: fun
You're in his car when it starts to rain.
The pitter patter of the raindrops begin to speed up.
Your heart races and you begin to wonder if you should break the silence.
It's dark outside and you're both in a nearly empty parking lot. You notice your hands are glowing in an orange hue because of the street lights.
I should say something
"I love you" his voice cracks. He's in pain. You just told him about how maybe you should stop seeing each other. All he could manage to say was he loved you.
You turn to look at him. He keeps looking ahead at the empty dark parking lot. The rain continues.
"It won't work out..." you say solemnly; you love him too. His face is also glowing in an orange hue. Although it's dark you can see that there are tears in his eyes.
"Why?!" the sudden outburst and strength in his voice rings in your ears.
You shrink back in silence. because you're an idol! you think in your head as you begin to cry.
"I'm sorry, but we can't" you say in tears. He's crying too.
"Can't we at least try?" he desperately asks you. He looks you in the eye and you try to avoid his gaze. He leans in and takes both of your hands.
"I love you more than anything, this career...it means nothing compared to you."
You cry even more. What hurts the most is that you know you can agree to keep on going out with him, yet you are breaking his heart and yours by doing what you think is right.
"You're an idol and I'm...nothing." He lets go of your hands.
"If you don't want to see me anymore," he's more calm now; you're still crying.
"It's alright as long as you are happy."
You're not happy. You wished you could see him every day. You wished you could go out in public everywhere like a normal couple.
"Don't cry" he tells you. His cheeks are still wet with his own tears. You try your best to stop. "Let me take you home" he says turning on the car.
You remain seated in silence.
The whole ride both of you remain in silence. You proceed to get out once you get there.
He takes your hand as you step out.
You look at him.
"take my umbrella" he says.
"No, I shouldn't"
"Please"
Reluctantly you do so. With every second that passes you're thinking of taking it back. You want to be with him. With every second that passes he becomes more and more gentle. You begin to regret it all, because you love him so much that it hurts to see him like this.
You open the umbrella and walk towards your door. He's not leaving. Nervously you fumble with your bag looking for the keys to your door. You somehow find them and open it up. You enter without looking back.
Before you know it he's hugging you. Your hand is still on the doorknob.
"Don't ever forget me" he whispers in your ear with his head buried between your neck and shoulder. You could feel his breath against your skin.
If he doesn't leave soon, you'll say it. You'll say you want him back. He'll take you back if you only said it, but you know that taking you back will only bring him trouble in the future. Leaving is the best way to protect him.
"I'll never forget you" You pull his hands away and break his hug. You hand his umbrella back.
"Goodbye" is all you can say.