THIS EXPERIMENT WAS A FAILURE
OK when I started this journal it was supposed to be scholarly, and I ended up getting a little off track. And really, that was a mistake. I should have kept my scholarly distance from this stupid internet thing and never ever have gone on it.
So I went to vegas with my mom because she wanted to go and all and there was this friend of mine I met on a message board.... a really cool girl who was pretty smart and who I liked and all. LIKE A FRIEND ONLY. But anyway her dad lives in vegas so I was going to meet her there but when we got to the address she gave it was a Chuck-E-Cheese...
At first I was like oh she got the wrong address and I tried to IM her or email her or something but she didn't reply. And gradually I came to realize I'd been duped. She lied about herself on the internet!!! She must have gotten shy since it was a surprise. I didn't tell her I was coming. Maybe her pictures weren't accurate and maybe she just didn't knoe how to cope with the idea of meeting someone as smart and cute (her words) as me in person. But she could have at least had the decency to say so!!! So... She betrayed me with her cowardice.
This was last weekend and it has been a torturous few days trying to get in touch with her but she stopped posting on all the forums we were on and she hasn't responded to emails or gotten on AIM. And... so...
So basically what I want to say to all my fans on this journal system is that I can't be here anymore. It's too painful. I've been betrayed and all I can say is: it hurts. Maybe someday I'll come back but right now I'm going to set my password to a randomized string of proteins and only reset it when the heartache is over with.
Feel free to leave your words of encouragement but I'm not going to answer.
[[Stickler is gone, ladies and gents. I had a good run, and I got to let him go with a bang! Feel free to have conversations in the comments for this entry. Go nuts!]]
So I went to vegas with my mom because she wanted to go and all and there was this friend of mine I met on a message board.... a really cool girl who was pretty smart and who I liked and all. LIKE A FRIEND ONLY. But anyway her dad lives in vegas so I was going to meet her there but when we got to the address she gave it was a Chuck-E-Cheese...
At first I was like oh she got the wrong address and I tried to IM her or email her or something but she didn't reply. And gradually I came to realize I'd been duped. She lied about herself on the internet!!! She must have gotten shy since it was a surprise. I didn't tell her I was coming. Maybe her pictures weren't accurate and maybe she just didn't knoe how to cope with the idea of meeting someone as smart and cute (her words) as me in person. But she could have at least had the decency to say so!!! So... She betrayed me with her cowardice.
This was last weekend and it has been a torturous few days trying to get in touch with her but she stopped posting on all the forums we were on and she hasn't responded to emails or gotten on AIM. And... so...
So basically what I want to say to all my fans on this journal system is that I can't be here anymore. It's too painful. I've been betrayed and all I can say is: it hurts. Maybe someday I'll come back but right now I'm going to set my password to a randomized string of proteins and only reset it when the heartache is over with.
Feel free to leave your words of encouragement but I'm not going to answer.
[[Stickler is gone, ladies and gents. I had a good run, and I got to let him go with a bang! Feel free to have conversations in the comments for this entry. Go nuts!]]