a new life...dear God what have i done!?!?!?!?!

he sleeps like a child
no troubles at all
an innocent face
curled up in a ball

i know that his heart
so greatly it cries
it's amazing to me
how hard he still tries

if only you had
no worries in life
i know you want to be happy
i know you really try.

the sadness lurking ( Read more... )

constant reminders ( Read more... )

everything is different
sadness still remains
my memort is broken
my whole existence, slain.

nothing seems to matter
that is how i feel
everyone's a liar
no one here is real.

the blade slowly enters ( Read more... )

Don't look down on me ( Read more... )

stuck in a well
the wetness causing my hair to cling to my face
my arms feel tired and worn out
my lungs filled with mold
my mouth so dry the water won't cure

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waking up to you.
longing for your presence.
driving nowhere.
getting there too fast.
ditching class.
taking pictures of gummy bears in the grass.
the lion in the clouds.
rolling down the green hills.
lying next to you.
bruises on my skin.
waiting for your call.
good night.